It's a big girl world...

[kolhazmanyashar]

It's a big girl world now
Full of big girl things
And everyday I wish I was small
I've been counting on nothing
But he keeps giving me his word...

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Sometimes I feel like hiding under my bed. Or like when I was little...if I got scared at night, I'd pull the covers up over my head. The reasoning was that if I couldn't see the boogie man, he

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Hi

[janyh]

I haven't read the other posts yet from july, but what i can say to "And I don't even feel like I deserve his effort at this point" is, that you deserve EFFORTLESS attention of a guy. If he needs to make an "effort", it's not natural...
please, don't let yourself get hurt again