These two weeks were probably a spiral. There were good things, but emotions-wise, the most I can get out of them are only negative feelings and events. Yeah, maybe it's just me being too sensitive, or maybe I'm the one who's actually judging others and not them judging me. Either way, I felt burdened. All I can think of is, these people don't know ( Read more... )

It hit me on the afternoon of the Thursday before Good Friday, that up till this year, I was still tied as a since-born-Christian. What I meant by that is how it's pretty common for children who grew up in bible school to get so used to the usual sayings. E.g. Jesus loves you, Jesus died for you, Jesus suffered on the cross, and etc. They may not ( Read more... )

Last night, I received a gentle guidance from God, leading me to the answer to the problems I've been having lately, or more accurately, this past week.

1) I've been feeling some "attacks." It may just be me over-thinking things, but I feel that people who are "supposed" to be close to me are judging me, for almost everything that I do. Maybe I am ( Read more... )

Beginning from 3:30PM was my not-so-complete nap. Wasn't sure whether I got to sleep at all. It felt like I was half-awake almost the entire time. Good thing it was comfortable though, since there was heavy rain not too long from the time I started napping. At about 5PM, I got up from the sofa and looked for something to snack on (something light, ( Read more... )

Today was the day where I picked up my SPM results from school. Previously, I didn't know what to feel, nor did I feel anything as the 23rd drew closer. Sometimes I was scared, but I told myself that my results have a chance of being better than I expected, thus I always manage to calm down once that fear enters me. But the results weren't so good ( Read more... )

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Was trying out Itazura na Kiss and saw the 2nd ED not too many days ago. Being an AZU fan, I heard of it before but never thought that most of the lyrics were so simple and sweet. Have been loving simple love songs these days, so I thought I'd share the video of Jikan yo Tomare feat. SEAMO, by AZU here. :)

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Her voice is so pretty, isn't it? ♥ I like ( Read more... )

I am missing my future husband; the person who will be with me in the future, the person who will be wrapping his arms around me when times are bad, or when I am feeling tired. Like now. Yes, I believe it's possible for people to miss someone they've never met before. :) Though I might have met this special person of mine, but I am not entirely ( Read more... )

O Father,
I pray to be set-apart for You.
I pray for complete devotion towards You.
Bring me into a deeper relationship with You,
Help me love you more intimately,
May I grow to naturally long for my morning devotions,
May You be the center of my life.

I am on the right track once again. My devotion this morning lead me into reading Hebrews 5:5-15. Many ( Read more... )

I thought I should update. :)
★ Emmm... I didn't go to school for 3 days, mainly because there wouldn't be anything much in school. For a few days, they'll have teachers 'lecturing' about their assigned subjects, and in my personal opinion, they aren't helpful. Tomorrow, Jo, Pei Ying and I would be going out to have a celebration for all our ( Read more... )