i want him to return now, i want more real moments with him,. i've reached the point of impatience. i want to build more with him,. i want babies i want i want i want. . .hhaha red wine makes me nonsense!

i came across this a few moments ago as i was perusing a friends page on "myspace" and well yea i want this here forme to revisit in the event that i forget it. . .March 22, 2006 ( Read more... )

a brother of mine reached out earlier today. i've been thinking about him this past week but for some reason i suck with picking up phones and dialing numbers ( Read more... )

in the past 2 days i've had a reminder served up to me. life is not to be taken for granted. ever ( Read more... )

oh and my dream sucked this morning.
dubewe and i were main presence in dream.
lots of running about and what felt genuinely high spirits.
a tumble. we became entangled in one anothers arms.
an awkward moment. found faces forced into one anothers.
a kiss upon the lips that felt even more forced and awkward ( Read more... )

the illustration/design/colors is just ALL THAT to me so weeeeeee!!!

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so. a bro. reached out this past friday ( Read more... )

i'm non too pleased about the soon to be released "walk the line".
nope.
not.
one.
bit.

this morning started off in a rather painful and sorrowful way. i startled myself from slumber yet again and was immediately sad upon waking my eyes to realize, well that she is really gone and that damn dream was nothing pleasant and chock full of deception ( Read more... )

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