yess its almost done. i feel like a mad scientist when i work on

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soo typical...


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thanks to working like crazy all christmas break and the biggest paycheck of my life, i finally have enough money to put together a darkrooom. so excited ahahahaaaa

ew ew the solid waste authority was probably the grossest place ive ever been. the stench was beyond unbelievably rancid and our tour guide wasmost likely mentally deranged and hated us because were from boca. and eww the smell and all the birds it was grossss. it was definetly one of the weirdest experiences. it was like this factory i never knew ( Read more... )

maaaan weird day after weird day. i need to get out of this funk im stuck in. i need something stable.
like thats gonna to happen.. oh well

i reeeeeallly dont understand how i get myself into these shitty situations. i think im lacking the ability to make rational choices regarding my life. im screwing myself over again and again and again. im falling apart all of the time.

get me to savannah i want to go to tybee island and sit on a sandbar in a lawn chair and read a good book till the tide comes in

next weekend!

all i eat is oranges bagels poptarts burritos and sushi. sometimes an eggroll or waffle fires on my break. its always the same. i eat the same junk everyday. obesity.
i cant study at all i jsut keep listening to old songs and thinking about everything they remind me of.
i wanna watch pete& pete. they should really play it again

im freaking stressed out and being exhausted isnt helping

you know when you read a word over and over until it looks wrong and then you cant really remember how to spell it anymore. i feel like that right now, about every single thing

i dont want to paint anything anymore i just want to find an amazingly good book to read

Ive got a good reason for taking the easy way out
and I dont know how Ill make it till spring break
or if I should do this summer college program in chicago OR nyc
I I I mean both would be awesome but if was in chicago or nyc would I really want to be on some scheduled tour of the arts and shiit
but of course I want to gooo