I'm switching to stoptheclocks. I'm too lazy/tired to add everyone right now. I'll probably be making 700 more posts just like this one within the next week. Or whatever.

I love this journal and all...well not all that much. But I'm already planning to move. I don't know it just feels right. Sooooo give me your opinions on which I should choose. This time I'll tell you how I came up with them. [Some were choices last time I decided to do this whole thing ( Read more... )

Yeah. Not much happened today. I got up and did nothing. Played guitar for a bit, watched tv. Then I went to my brothers basketball game. Then my grandparents came over. Then I went to Denny's with Becca for dinner. Then I came home and played Scattergories with the parents and Erik. Now I'll probably fill out a survey and then watch Home ( Read more... )

So I made a new myspace account. Lame, but whatever. If you have it add me. [http://profiles.myspace.com/users/11591233]Read more... )

Today has been a great day thus far ( Read more... )

So tonight of course I was super pissed and spastic at work. Nothing out of the ordinary. I was semi-mad at Matt for a few minutes, but it wasn't that big of a deal or whatever. I used to love working there so much. Like way back when Danielle worked there and we used to make up songs and bracelets out of the wraps and crap like that. But now ( Read more... )

Yesterday I slept over at Erin's. We had a lot of fun. I left my pillow at her house and I don't know how I'm going to sleep without it. Hmm. I also left my pants at her house that I left there the last time I was at her house ( Read more... )

Things still suck, only not as bad as they did yesterday. Last night I got out of class early so I went to work early. They had no maitenance so I was going to be doing all of that crap. Then Timmy ended up coming in, so Trista let me go home, so that was good. I got paid for 2 hours of non-hard work. Then today I had English, and I was ( Read more... )

I just want all of this to go away. I don't know. Nothing makes sense anymore.
It's all so routine.
I just wish I could run far away.
I don't want to hide from the world anymore alone.
I want to hide from the world in his arms.
And just know that everything isn't always going to suck.
And really know that someday things will get better ( Read more... )

I just don't know what to do anymore.