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[kms03]

I'm tired. These ups an downs are really wearing on me. I've lost about 15 pound in the last 2 weeks. I just continue what to do. My heart can't decide if I want to push through or not. Neither can his. This sucks.

To top it off I'm homesick. I want to run home to my mom for comfort. I feel so alone right now and it's rocking me to the core.

I don'

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[polkkadot]

oh sweetie...i wish i had some advice for you but I really have no words, have yall gone the therapy route? Some people have said that therapy works wonders for them...I have not been through this or any thing like it...so I dont want to say I have been there or know what you are feeling like, but I am here to listen if you need to vent/talk/just cry

lauren.toups@yahoo.com

(((hugs))) to you and yours

[kms03]

Thanks Lauren. No therapy yet - it's something Jared has been reluctant about but I think I'm wearing him down. He just doesn't have a lot of faith in counselors.

[drmegan]

I've been thinking about you a lot, but couldn't decide whether to say anything. I've been there, except that actually I didn't much like my husband and couldn't see how we could ever be happy. It was horrible. To me, if you have ANY positive feelings toward your spouse, it is a no-brainer. Divorce, especially when kids are involved, is no piece of cake. I know very few, if any, people who haven't had tough, awful times. I just don't think the grass is greener. But I'm not you, so please feel free to disregard my opinion.

[kms03]

Thanks Megan. I agree with you. I don't want to get divorced either. Jared is the main driver here but we've agreed to try and work through things. I definitely don't think the grass is greener and am sick when I think of divorcing.

I'm praying that we can figure things out and find our happily ever after together. I appreciate your opinion and am glad you posted it. Any thoughts or prayers you can offer would be much appreciated.

[drmegan]

I'm glad you didn't take offense. I hope I didn't make it sound like it was just some easy thing. I definitely feel for you. It is a tough, tough situation (we had a lot of issues I thought we'd never get passed, but fortunately Derek didn't want out, so that made that part easier!) I'll put you guys on my daily prayer list for sure.

[kms03]

Thank you. I don't necessarily want out either and will not give up on him. I have bad and good days. :) Your prayers mean so much to me.

[ktdelsur]

Been thinking about you...

[kms03]

Thanks, Katie.

[motownmamma]

Hang in there - you can talk to us. :(

[berniesmommy]

Oh man, that sucks. We've definitely been there. I'm sorry I have no advice, just hugs and thinking about you.