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[kms03]

I'm tired. These ups an downs are really wearing on me. I've lost about 15 pound in the last 2 weeks. I just continue what to do. My heart can't decide if I want to push through or not. Neither can his. This sucks.

To top it off I'm homesick. I want to run home to my mom for comfort. I feel so alone right now and it's rocking me to the core.

I don'

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[ktsb]

Oh sweetie I can totally imagine. I wish you weren't going through this so far from family.

I want to echo Lauren's point about getting some help and the other point about divorce being very very hard on everyone invovled. We all need a little "help" sometimes and I think you both want to be sure you tried anything. You'd be amazed at what simple things some type of 3rd party can say that will help.

[talula74]

Hugs. I've been thinking of you. Have you guys thought about therapy? I'm not trying to compare my situation to yours, but I went through a spell where I was feeling pretty ambivalent about Mike. By talking and focusing on our relationship we were able to get our groove back. If you both have love underneath, I'm thinking there might be hope for salvaging something? I can't imagine the angst though. I hope AF shows...I'm sure the stress and rapid weight loss have something to do about it. Take care of you.

[sweetdreamsinok]

I'm thinking about you. I feel like I should have the right words, having gone through a divorce myself in what seems like a lifetime ago. Every situation is so different, but I know that you're really torn right now. Wish I could tell you what to do! We're here for you!

[tgr68]

I've been in the same boat as Megan on this - thinking of you and praying but not knowing what to say.

As to the stress of whether or not you are pg, go take a test. I know it's not good timing for another pg, but you can at least know one way or the other and eliminate the stress of not knowing.

Hang in there. I will continue to pray for you. {{{HUGS}}}

[dukes_flygirl]

I have been thinking about your guys a lot lately. I'm so sorry that you are going through this. I'm sure that AF being late isn't helping things either. Did she show up?