i told him everything
how scared i was...how i feel about everything

and he ignored me....he pretended i didnt say anything...

im glad he stayed with me, but i was hoping hed listen like he used to...now im just another annoying person complaining about everything.

i feel like im being completly ignored here. jordan got to the point where he doesnt listen to me when i talk to him on the phone. i feel like completly giving up, i talked to crissy today and she made me realize how much jordan really doesnt care. if i had the choice right now to either stay here with jordan or run off without anyone knowing where ( Read more... )

today i went and got a bunch of tests done. it was really tireing. got my blood taken and they listend to my heart murmer...i got to hear my babys heart too. dr veset said that people say if the heart beat is fast its prolly a girl. jordan gets to name it if its a girl and hes trying to come up with a name now. he was thinking of haley. but if its ( Read more... )

i really dont care how you look at me, im really getting sick of worrying how people see me as. i cant really complain and say i have it harder than anyone out there but i cant, i just have it really hard right now, and i really cant take it. in a way i wish i could leave, like kayla, mom wouldnt really care, no one else would, but hopefully jordan ( Read more... )

She knows every move that a man could make now she knows every trick in the book ( Read more... )

things are going really good. me and jordan cant be doing better, i do get mad at him alot and yell alot but thats exxplainable. i have a feeling things are going to get harder and harder but i know me and jordan can get through it. i ahve some really good news and i cant wait to tell someone it feels likes its going to kill me, but im going to ( Read more... )

havnt updated in a while ( Read more... )

jordan wasnt here like he said he would be. but thats not really his fault. i guess im getting by wihtout him for right now. hell be back tomarrow night, i hope i can talk to him. things are miserable. kory is makeing me feel like i shouldnt be here. jordan swore he would be here when i needed him the most hes like 1000 miles away. but i cant wait ( Read more... )

is a friend ( Read more... )

thigns are great. me and jordan are happier than ever. we talk almost everyday. he comes to see me wat owrk every now and then. i love him so much, itsk inda wierd. i dont think iv ever loved someoen that loved me back. its a different feeling. but then things are bad. it seems like everythings going to hell. therei s no way things a real betweem ( Read more... )