This week has been going by both strangely and slowly. I mean, after my birthday (which I will write about in another update) I expected things to take a turn in the other direction. I've been more stressed lately (which explains my pervasive use of cigarettes lately), mainly due to worry...worry that I might still disappoint my parents. Although ( Read more... )

I believe that words, in any way, shape, or form, are the ultimate way, shape, or form of expression ( Read more... )

Geez, I haven't updated since last year. Fifteen days into this new year, and I will become 18, an adult. Five days from now, actually. I will also get insurance for my car, and when I am able to drive, get a job, and, if things go better at school, graduate. This year is a resolution in it's own ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas everyone! I'm about 20 mins late, but oh well. Hey, this color I'm typing in reminds me of Hpnotiq, which Scott got me for Christmas! Yay! Aside from that, he also got me two shot glasses, a "I <3 Dick" shirt, a lighter that says "I Smoke, Fuckin' Deal With It" (which I need to show people who don't agree with my tobacco use), and ( Read more... )

Well I know I didn't exactly update later on that night...but! To finish off Friday hastily, I ended up going to the mall with Scott, Ben, and Sherry, going to Vanessa's house for the party (she's a DJ, she's kewl), ended up being one of the only 3 providers of alcohol (Frankie bought a bottle on So Co, somebody else bought something, and I bought ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a great way to kick off vacation...I expected most days to be slow and boring, just consisting of sleeping in, going online, talking on the phone, and going out on the weekends. Well! After school yesterday, I went with 12 other people to grub on Chinese food at Beijing (the restaurant, not the city). Let's see if I can remember who ( Read more... )

I've come to realize that writing, for me, is a release, a remedy I need to take more of. Writing my thoughts down onto paper or typing whatever comes off the top of my head aids in searching for an answer only I may find, and solving internal conflicts. It is a solution that I may pursue as a career, that is, only if I drastically improve ( Read more... )

(Yeah I know it has been awhile since I updated my live journal, and I'm somewhat sure nobody even reads this any longer, but hey it doesn't hurt to write in here once in awhile for personal reference)

I love Scott. Spending the whole weekend with him, plus most of the day on Monday, was something I needed, something I enjoyed so very much, and ( Read more... )

In the wake of Robbie and Kym's incredible Halloween party, here I am late Nov. 1st after getting back from Atwater to talk a little bit about it! Too bad my digital camera got stolen because, for those of you who weren't there, you missed the DRAG SHOW! MY SCHOOL GIRL OUTFIT! I had to shave my legs...Mach 3 works miracles. Except my legs itch lyke ( Read more... )

I know I know, lately my LJ entries have been all dramatic and emotional. Lately, things have been going well for me, so here's a little change-up in my LJ.

So Thursday night, Kyle gives me a call and we decide to hang out late that night. Around 11:30 he came by to pick me up, and we drive to Scott's house, at first just to see him and talk for a ( Read more... )