Man I havent posted for a while. not that there is much new to post. but lets see... Life is slowly getting better for me. While my job may be boring at least I'm well paid and have good benifits, and gas prices leveled back off. 50 miles a day for work would suck at 5 bucks a gallon. I should be starting home inprovments soon, as soon as I sell ( Read more... )

To those who have read Katie's last entry ( Read more... )

I sort of got my computer back, it took 2 weeks to fix it up ro about 80% of its original function. better than nothin though. think i should get me a new hard drive and start fresh ( Read more... )

Friday I plan to begin tearing up piss stained carpet. any one who wants to rip shit is welcome to join ( Read more... )

As we sat on the floor and I held her close holding back the tears I asked
"Dosent this feel right?"
"No." She replied.
"Did you love me once?"
"Yes."
"Do you love me now?"
"No."
"Not Even A little?" I held my fingers about an inch apart as I asked.
"No."

bored... thought i would post something new... butt.... um .... perhaps not.
this hole live journal thing really helps to clear the head though. thanks to any one who reads my stuff and dosent climb into a cold bath and slit their wrists...lol.... sorry humor as a defense mechanism you should know this by now.

YEAH my mortgage payment went up $200 a month. Thanks city of St. Clair Shoers.

Its 3am. I find myself alone again. This is the time I have no chice but to deal with the harsh reality of what life has become. The light brings a new day, I will wake I will put on a smiling face, and I will surround myself with those who love me. But the night brings an emptyness that I can not escape. An empty house, An empty bed, and an empty ( Read more... )

I swore I would never writhe in a live journal, but perhaps this will help me throught this time in my life. some times you need to vent ( Read more... )