OK I'll jump in
To those who have read Katie's last entry...
I really dont want people to hate her.... yes she crushed my heart....
I wish she talked to me 6 months ago when these feelings started....
She thought it was just a phase or something, that those feelings would go away... They didnt, 3 months later I was depressed about my job, I wasent making money, I chose Not to go out, 1 cause I was broke, 2 i was depressed. That Was My Decision..... At that time she was afraid to hurt me because of my mood so she said nothing.... Feelings got worse.... Me still unaware..... By the Time I got My New job and started going out... She already made up her mind... One week later she left.... She dosent love me... I still love her.... I Dont want other casualities in ths mess... life sucks enough....
so folks "Cant we all just get along?"
Thats the story as was explained to me.....I think if she had said something 6 months ago things may have ended different... maybe not.... we cant change the things we have done, only look ahead...... even if the future looks like a depressing black hole with no point to living.....
smile and pretend.... I do.
I really dont want people to hate her.... yes she crushed my heart....
I wish she talked to me 6 months ago when these feelings started....
She thought it was just a phase or something, that those feelings would go away... They didnt, 3 months later I was depressed about my job, I wasent making money, I chose Not to go out, 1 cause I was broke, 2 i was depressed. That Was My Decision..... At that time she was afraid to hurt me because of my mood so she said nothing.... Feelings got worse.... Me still unaware..... By the Time I got My New job and started going out... She already made up her mind... One week later she left.... She dosent love me... I still love her.... I Dont want other casualities in ths mess... life sucks enough....
so folks "Cant we all just get along?"
Thats the story as was explained to me.....I think if she had said something 6 months ago things may have ended different... maybe not.... we cant change the things we have done, only look ahead...... even if the future looks like a depressing black hole with no point to living.....
smile and pretend.... I do.