fic for iris_aya (2/2)
Part 1
***
Jin couldn’t believe it. Why? What was happening? He brought a hand on him and ran his finger on his body as he always did, whenever he came to see him. Yet, it was different. The usual rush of adrenaline and the tingling feeling in his stomach wouldn’t manifest this time. Of course, he still wanted him. It was the motorcycle of his dreams after all. But the desire wasn’t like before, it was weaker. Even though Jin had wanted to own this bike for years, there was someone he wanted to be his more now, someone that was actually a person and not an object. He needed to make him his.
Yes, Jin couldn’t believe such a thing. What were those feelings? It was the first time he was experiencing such strong emotions for someone, and for a man for that matter. But that wasn’t what was bothering him. The problem was that Jin felt that it wasn’t only lust that was attracting him to the guy. He had only met with him for a few times, but the younger had made such an impact and Jin had found himself loving his personality and presence more and more. And now, he missed him. For the first time in his life, he missed someone other than his family or his close friends. And the worst was that he had only been apart from him for 5 days.
Indeed, it had been 5 days since his little fight with Kazuya. Jin couldn’t really understand why the guy got mad. Wasn’t it fair for Jin to be the one getting angry instead since the younger had been sent by Ryo who had most probably instructed the guy to have sex with Jin? Yet, he had seemed really upset and Jin hadn’t really liked that. Maybe he had been wrong. Kazuya was the direct and frank type after all, so he wouldn’t have acted and tried to hide the truth but faced Jin instead. Yet, there was definitely something fishy. But did it really matter in the end? Was the bet worth losing Kazuya? Wait! What was Jin thinking about? He should be more worried to lose his soon-to-be bike and his beloved apartment. Why was he caring that much for someone he only met thrice, as much as he wanted to possess him, in every meaning of the word?
Jin sighed. The answer was evident, wasn’t it? One encounter had been enough for Kazuya to awaken all those unknown feelings and emotions in Jin, only with his kisses. Then, spending more time with the younger had made Jin realize how lonely he actually was, which was quite weird since he had always loved his life, partying, spending money, having sex with the hottest chicks and lazing around. He actually had wished that he would be able to lead such a life forever. But now, that thought wasn’t as tempting anymore. Jin really wondered how he managed to live without Kazuya for 25 years when only 5 days without him was so difficult to bear with. He was losing the control of his feelings, of his emotions and most importantly of his life, and he hated it. There was only one thing he could do now.
***
Kazuya took a deep breath before knocking softly on the door. He wasn’t sure why he was here and the truth was that he was a little anxious. But when Jin had called him earlier and asked him to come to his place, Kazuya had accepted right away. His mind had actually told him to turn the invitation down but it seemed that his heart hadn’t agreed and before he had known it, an ‘okay’ had escaped from his lips. And now he was here, in front of Jin’s apartment, unsure of what to expect from the older, considering how they parted a week ago.
When Jin opened the door, he felt his heart speed up slightly. Was it even possible that only the sight of the younger in his tight jeans and light blue shirt, which in Jin’s opinion had too many unnecessary buttons, was enough to make the desire grow in him so quickly? Or was it his deep dark brown eyes or his tempting pinkish lips? Either way, Jin was captured by Kazuya’s beauty. His mind was totally blank and he only wanted to feel the younger’s skin on his. He had no control over his own body when his hand grabbed Kazuya’s arm to pull him inside the room before closing the door.
Kazuya didn’t resist, not even for a moment, while the other yanked him close to him. He couldn’t utter a word, neither protestation nor approval, as he lost himself in the older’s piercing gaze. His body was doing the talking instead, reacting right away at the proximity, with his heart beating erratically and his groin awakening, making the bulge in his jeans becoming uncomfortable. Kazuya was dying to explore Jin’s body and feel the other’s sexy lips on his own skin. And he had never felt so glad in his life when Jin, who seemed to have read his mind, finally broke their eyes contact and leaned his face closer, making Kazuya’s heart beat even faster.
Jin didn’t kiss the younger right away but buried his face in the crook of his neck instead, inhaling the intoxicating smell of his skin. He ran a hand in the curve of the other’s back and slowly went down to his hips, until he reached the end of his shirt and slid then his hand under it. He noticed that Kazuya’s breathe quickened and felt it on his neck, burning his skin. The strength of the desire that grew in him took Jin by surprise. He couldn’t believe that only the proximity was enough to awaken such a strong lust when they hadn’t even kissed and were still fully dressed. Though, he was planning to address that matter not later than now. So, Jin unbuttoned Kazuya’s shirt in a fast and strong movement, having more and more difficulty to resist the burning desire.
Kazuya let out a groan of pleasure when Jin’s cold lips pressed on his shoulder and then traced a wet path towards his nipples. And when Jin took one in his mouth, sucking and nibbling on it, before focusing on hardening his twin as well, Kazuya had to cling onto the older not to fall. He moaned louder when Jin’s tongue traveled lower, from his stomach to his belly button, where it lingered a little bit longer. Kazuya helped Jin to straighten and pulled his shirt over his head in a feverish gesture, eager to taste his body as well and feel his skin against his, which he didn’t waste a second to carry out the moment the older was finally freed from the unnecessary material.
Each moan escaping from the younger’s mouth was making Jin shudder even more with desire and the skilled fingers and lips continually running through his whole body were an exquisite torture, provoking and arousing him. Jin himself couldn’t contain the numerous sounds of pleasure leaving his mouth. He bent his head to see the younger approaching with a teasing slowness and the wait seemed endless to Jin. When finally Kazuya kissed him, their lips joined in a long deep kiss, leaving them breathless
Before they knew it, the two guys were freed from their pants and Jin wasn’t aware of anything else other than the sensation of Kazuya’s delicate fingers slipping under his boxers to grab his erected member, pushing him into a state of total madness. Jin had the feeling to gradually sink into a thick fog of desire with Kazuya’s nimble fingers tugging gently but expertly on his erection. To avoid sinking, he let his lips wander over the younger’s skin, lingering on the neck and collarbone, getting drunk from its smell, its softness and its warmth, as hoarse moans of Kazuya’s name kept on slipping from his throat.
Feeling that Jin’s release wasn’t far, Kazuya reluctantly let go of the hard member and his lips stretched into a smirk as he heard the older’s whimper. He looked at Jin, urge in his eyes, trying to signify that he wanted more now, and let out a satisfied sigh when the other seemed to understand his message and proceeded to get rid of their boxers. Jin’s hands traveled down his butt and Kazuya automatically locked his leg around the older’s waist when the man lifted him. On the way to Jin’s bedroom, Kazuya kissed every nook of Jin’s face, purposely avoiding his lips, in a successful attempt to drive the other crazy.
Jin sat on the bed, eyes closed, with the younger straddling him, and groaned partly in pleasure and partly in frustration as Kazuya’s lips were now running on his neck and shoulders. He shot his eyes opened, not able to retain the cry of intense pleasure, but worried evident in his gaze, as his hard groin was suddenly buried inside Kazuya’s unprepared hole. The younger one was now frozen and Jin didn’t complain nor let out a sound of pain when Kazuya dug his nails into his shoulders, obviously trying to bear with his own ache.
Jin frowned. “Why-?”
Kazuya brought a finger on Jin’s mouth, motioning him to stay silent, before replacing it by his lips. He didn’t care about the pain. He hadn’t been able resist the need to feel the older inside him at the moment, thus he had taken things into hands, seeing in Jin’s eyes that the man had planned to go slowly, probably worried to hurt him. He smiled fondly in their slow kiss when he felt Jin’s hand caressing his back gently, soothing his pain. Kazuya broke the kiss and watched amused as Jin was panting and biting his lips, obviously trying to hold back. It took a little time for Kazuya to get used to the feeling of the big member inside his tight hole but slowly, the pain vanished. He lifted slightly and slid his hips down to allow Jin to burry himself further inside him.
Jin groaned with pleasure as a loud moan escaped from Kazuya’s lips, the pouty lips that had covered each curve of his face, every line of his neck, each relief of his shoulders. He kissed the younger avidly in the crook of his neck and gasped when he felt the bite of Kazuya’s teeth on his shoulder. As the younger surrendered to the thrill that was travelling in his whole body and arched, Jin brought his hands to the Kame’s hips, gripping them firmly, taking the full control of each thrust. A rush of emotions assailed him when their eyes locked together before their lips met once again in a tender kiss.
The two guys were panting hard when Jin turned them over and settled above Kazuya, who felt the older slid inside him again and burry himself deeper and deeper with each thrust, inflicting to him a pleasure almost unbearable when he finally hit his spot, consecutively. Kazuya cried out and closed his eyes, getting lost in the incredible feeling, but re-opened them a few seconds later, the moment Jin pressed his forehead against his, to be met with the older’s fiery and burning gaze on him, making his heart burst. This was the moment the guy chose to press their lips together in another feverish kiss before he speeded up the movement of his hips and Kazuya couldn’t restrain his cries of pleasure, which were combined with Jin’s, as he felt the successive waves of pleasure rising in him.
Their tongues mingled and their fingers intertwined while the pace increased even more before Jin’s hand reached for Kazuya’s hardened member between their sweaty bodies, trapping it and causing the other to scream out his name in a cry that sounded like a melody into Jin’s ears. Feeling that his own release was coming, he stroke Kazuya’s cock, following the rhythm of his thrusts, and it didn’t take long before he felt the younger trembled behind him and screamed his name out loud again, a few times, as the intense orgasm ripped through him. Jin felt Kazuya’s flesh tightened around his own member and he thrust a last time, which made him suddenly and abruptly switch into another reality. He closed his eyes and surrendered to the insane pleasure that submerged him, with Kazuya’s name in his mouth, before falling on top of the younger, totally drained.
They stayed in silence, lost in their thoughts, struggling with the new sensations they had encountered and trying to catch their breaths. After a few minutes, Jin finally pulled out from Kazuya. He gathered all the strength he could and took hold of the closest cloth to quickly clean them before bringing the warm sheets over the both of them. He then tugged Kazuya into a tight embrace, feeling unexpectedly relieved that the younger didn’t protest. Jin couldn’t describe the emotions that were overwhelming him at the moment. How did he live till now without even suspecting that he was able to experience such intense sensations? He tilted his head and noticed that Kazuya was sleeping. A fond smile braced Jin’s face as he brush off gently the sweaty locks stuck on the younger’s forehead. He looked at the guy’s sleeping face lovingly for a few minutes before hugging him tighter while the sensations and emotions were clashing within him in an inexplicable tumult.
“What have you done to me, Kazuya?” Jin whispered. But for the first time in his life, he felt complete. And he wished he could keep this feeling forever.
***
Jin slowly woke up and a satisfied grin appeared on his lips as he remembered the last night’s events. He stretched lazily in search of the slender body next to him but frowned when his hand came in contact with nothing! Jin opened his eyes and sat up before scanning the room, hoping to spot the younger’s figure, but didn’t. He stood and flung on his boxers before leaving the bedroom, in search for Kazuya. Unfortunately, the guy was nowhere to be found in the apartment. It seemed that Kazuya had sneaked out while he was sleeping. Jin felt the anger growing in him as realization hit him. So, he had been right after all. Now that Kazuya had accomplished his purpose, he had no reason to stay here, with Jin. He had most probably gone to Ryo’s place first thing in the morning to announce that his mission was a success.
Jin was mad. He was furious with Kazuya but he was even more furious with himself. He knew all along and yet, he had given in to the temptation. And thinking that he had been the one to call the guy and make the first move was infuriating him. Now, not only he had lost the bet but he had also lost Kazuya. Though, the guy had never been his to begin with, and it seemed that he had never planned to. Jin knew that the other’s desire had been genuine and he had actually felt that his feelings were mutual, even though they hadn’t spoken. But Jin had been wrong. It seemed that he had been the only one to experience those strong feelings and consider what happened between them as the beginning of something and not just another one night stand. And the worst was that, at that moment, Jin didn’t even care about Ryo’s motorcycle or even his dear apartment. He would give those gladly, and anything else, if it would allow him to have Kazuya by his side. How did he become such a mess?
Jin’s thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the door and a tiny bit of hope settled in his heart when he saw Kazuya entering the living room. He could only blink in surprise as he watched the younger’s lips curled into a bright smile when he spotted Jin. What was going on? Didn’t he leave? Why was he back?
“Hi there, love,” Kazuya whispered in a teasing tone when he was right in front of Jin.
Jin’s heart skipped a beat at the sweet nickname. He clenched his fists trying to resist. He didn’t know what the other was planning again but he wasn’t going to fall for it this time. “What are you doing here?”
Kazuya was shocked by the older’s sharp tone. “I-”
“Oh you probably forgot something,” Jin guessed tartly, cutting the younger. “Or maybe you’re here to fuck off with me again.” Kazuya frowned and turned back, ready to leave the place but was stopped by Jin’s hand. “Where do you think you’re doing?”
“I’m not up to deal with your fucking mood swings again,” Kazuya shouted in anger. Jin’s heart clenched slightly as he noticed the tinge of pain mixed with the ire in the other’s eyes. Was it for real? Why would the guy be hurt?
Since Jin was staying silent, Kazuya freed himself from the older’s strong grip on his arm and threw the plastic bag in his hand, straight into Jin’s face.
“What the hell?” Jin cried out after catching the plastic bag, from which fell a white rectangular cardboard box. Good thing his reflexes were good or he wouldn’t have managed to prevent the pastries from harming his handsome face. Wait, pastries?
“Fuck off, Akanishi!” was Kazuya’s answer.
Jin ignored the younger’s retort, focusing on the now opened box, and the croissants, raisins breads and brioches that were now scattered at his feet. “What is this?”
“Pastries,” Kazuya replied sarcastically.
“That’s not what I meant,” Jin corrected. “Why?”
“It was supposed to be our breakfast,” Kazuya said with an accusing glare.
“Huh?” Jin exclaimed. It seemed that he might have made a huge mistake. “Did you leave to buy those?”
Kazuya nodded. “When I woke up, you were still sleeping so soundly that I didn’t have the heart to wake you up,” he explained. “I wanted to make breakfast, but there’s absolutely nothing in your kitchen,” he added and Jin’s lips stretched into a amused smile at the disapproving tone. “So I decided to go to buy something. Why am I even caring anyway?”
Jin didn’t miss the bitterness in Kazuya’s voice and guilt was slowly growing in him. He walked towards the younger before hugging him in a tight embrace. Kazuya stopped struggling when he heard the older’s whispering in his ear, “I’m sorry.” The tone was sincere and regretful. “I thought you left me.”
Kazuya detached himself slightly from Jin, just enough for their gaze to fall upon each other’s, and looked at the other shocked. “Why would you think that?” He wondered. He thought he had expressed his feelings clearly the previous night, even though no words had been uttered. He had felt that there were more than passion between them and really believed that Jin had shared his feelings. That was why he had been so hurt when the guy had acted like that and had wanted to leave right away.
“Well, you were sent by Ryo to seduce me and help him win the bet after all.”
“The bet? Seduce you?” Kazuya pushed Jin away, angry. “Where does that come from?”
“Look Kazuya, I’m not stupid,” Jin said, a little annoyed that the guy was still denying it. “The way Ryo acted and your ‘coincidental’ appearance just at the right time for him. I never doubted he was the one who sent you. Though, I actually really wondered how Ryo knew I would be so attracted to you.”
“I’m sorry. I’m not catching what you’re saying.”
“It’s okay, Kazuya,” Jin reassured. “I’m not mad about it. I knew since the beginning and-”
“No, it’s not okay,” Kazuya cut furious. “What the hell are you talking about? What bet?”
Jin groaned. How long was the guy going to pretend? “The reason why Ryo sent you,” he explained nonetheless. “To seduce me, have sex with me, and thus make me lose the bet.”
“You made a bet with Ryo about having sex with me?”
Jin frowned. Was Kazuya’s ignorance genuine? “We made a bet before I met you,” he clarified. “No sex, no dating and no scandals. Then you appeared and-”
“And you fucking thought that was the reason why I had sex with you?” Kazuya asked furious. “Unbelievable! Are you taking me for a whore?”
“I’ve never thought about you that way!”
“Yet, your words are implying it,” Kazuya insisted. “I can’t believe it! And I was naïve enough to develop those stupid feelings for you.”
“Huh?”
“I wasn’t sent by Ryo, for you information,” Kazuya continued. “I was the one who asked him to introduce you to me.”
“You did?” Jin asked astounded.
Kazuya nodded and looked away. “I wanted to meet you, for a long time now,” he confessed. The slight embarrassment didn’t go unnoticed by Jin and another fugacious smile braced his lips. “Ryo knew it. He called me 2 weeks ago and challenged me. He said that he wouldn’t introduce us officially but that it was up to me to manage to become your friend. But, I didn’t expect our first meeting to turn out that way,” he admitted with a half smile. “Like I told you, I didn’t know about Ryo’s intentions. I really had no clue about the plan and I thought he was just helping me out. I had no other intentions than getting to know you,” he added.
“No other intentions?” Jin teased with a smirk which earned him a glare from the younger. He gulped. “I’m sorry I doubted you,” he said sincerely. “We bet big this time so I was quite wary. But in the end, I couldn’t even resist you, even though I believed you were part of Ryo’s plan. Though, I’m sure this guy didn’t help you without ulterior motives.”
Kazuya remembered the conversation he had with Ryo the last time he had met him in Jin’s flat. “I think you’re right.”
“I’m sorry,” Jin apologized again as he pulled Kazuya back into his arms. “I got mad when I thought that I lost you.”
A mischievous grin adorned Kazuya’s features at that confession. “Cheesiness doesn’t suit you, Jin.”
Jin grinned back. “You’re the one talking? If I’m not mistaken, you said something about developing feelings for me earlier,” he teased.
“Shut up!”
Jin laughed briefly before he tightened his grip around the younger’s waist, not wanting to let him go anymore. “We’ll have to find a place to live.”
“Huh? Why? You’re moving?” Kazuya wondered. “Wait! We?”
Jin chuckled at the cuteness. “Well, I lost the bet so my flat is Ryo’s now.”
“You bet your apartment?”
Jin nodded. “I really thought I would win. It was my apartment against Ryo’s bike. I wanted to own this bike so much and for so long, so I was really motivated and confident. That was before you appeared though.”
It was Kazuya’s turn to chuckle. “But, you said you’ve thought all along that I was sent by Ryo,” he reminded earning a nod from the other. “Does that mean that you gave up on winning the bet to have sex with me?”
Jin frowned. “We didn’t have sex. We made love,” he corrected and Kazuya giggled at that before nodding in agreement, not able to contain his happiness to hear such a sweet thing. “And it wasn’t the main reason. Surely, I really wanted you. I still do,” he added with a smirk. “But I just realized that I didn’t care about those material things anymore if I couldn’t meet you again.”
Kazuya smiled. “That’s sweet.”
“I’m being serious,” Jin said partly embarrassed and partly annoyed.
Kazuya couldn’t contain a short chuckle. “I know,” he assured. “Thank you,” he whispered as he hid his face in the crook of Jin’s neck. They stayed like this, in silence, enjoying each other’s presence, for a few minutes, until Kazuya broke it. “Jin,” he called the other’s attention. “You said that the bet included scandal, right?”
Jin nodded. “It’s actually the main reason we started this bet,” he explained. “Granny got mad at us because we always make the headlines.”
“I think you won the bet, Jin.”
“Huh?”
Kazuya grinned and lifted his head. “Ryo made the headlines today with a girl,” he informed. “Though, she’s quite different of his usual type, a small cute brunette. I saw the newspaper on my way to the baker’s shop.”
“Really?” Jin asked and a smirk spread on his face when he received the younger’s nod. “Lucky.”
“You don’t seem as excited as I thought you would be,” Kazuya remarked.
“I am,” Jin replied. “But the fact that you love me had already brightened my mood to its maximum so I can’t be happier.”
Kazuya frowned as he saw the amusement lurking in Jin’s gaze. Surely, those words were pure bliss but… “When did I ever say that I love you?”
“You said you developed feelings for me,” Jin reminded again.
“I also said those feelings were stupid,” Kazuya added
Jin laughed slightly. “You’re moving in, by the way,” he blurted out.
Kazuya grinned. “That goes without saying,” he answered before their lips met. Actions speaking louder than words, the two of them were purring their love and feelings into this tender kiss. After all, words didn’t seem to be really needed between them, starting from their first meeting.
“I’m hungry,” Jin whined when they broke apart.
“It’s your fault that our breakfast is destroyed,” Kazuya accused. “Those pastries looked so yummy,” he added with a slight pout.
“It’s okay,” Jin assured. “I know someone more delicious for my breakfast.”
Kazuya smirked at Jin’s hungry look. “Well, the threat will only be yours since I unfortunately don’t.”
“Oh yes, you do!” Jin said with a smug smile.
“Cocky bastard!” Kazuya replied but let himself be dragged in the bedroom while Jin’s lips were back on his, their hands already roaming each other’s bodies, and their clothes scattered with the long forgotten pastries on the floor.
***
When Jin woke up later that day, he was glad to find Kazuya still nestled against him and he couldn’t contain the happiness that overwhelmed him at the thought that, from now on, he would always wake up with the younger in his arms. It was such a great day. Not only had he won the bet, which allowed him to keep his apartment and finally own the bike he had always dreamt to have, but Kazuya was also his now, and that was actually the best reward he could have asked for. He was sure his grandmother would be happy as well. After all, Jin had found the one he wanted to settle with, his special someone. His granny hadn’t actually stated that he should build a family with a woman so he didn’t go against her desire. Besides, she wasn’t one to make a ruckus because one of her grandson was gay. Though, in Jin’s opinion, he wasn’t gay. He had only fallen in love with Kame. Surely, granny would be satisfied, though she might not go easy on Ryo. But just like she had wanted, there would be no instability and no scandal anymore in Jin’s life since Kazuya was by his side now. For Jin, life had never felt so perfect.
***
Jin couldn’t believe it. Why? What was happening? He brought a hand on him and ran his finger on his body as he always did, whenever he came to see him. Yet, it was different. The usual rush of adrenaline and the tingling feeling in his stomach wouldn’t manifest this time. Of course, he still wanted him. It was the motorcycle of his dreams after all. But the desire wasn’t like before, it was weaker. Even though Jin had wanted to own this bike for years, there was someone he wanted to be his more now, someone that was actually a person and not an object. He needed to make him his.
Yes, Jin couldn’t believe such a thing. What were those feelings? It was the first time he was experiencing such strong emotions for someone, and for a man for that matter. But that wasn’t what was bothering him. The problem was that Jin felt that it wasn’t only lust that was attracting him to the guy. He had only met with him for a few times, but the younger had made such an impact and Jin had found himself loving his personality and presence more and more. And now, he missed him. For the first time in his life, he missed someone other than his family or his close friends. And the worst was that he had only been apart from him for 5 days.
Indeed, it had been 5 days since his little fight with Kazuya. Jin couldn’t really understand why the guy got mad. Wasn’t it fair for Jin to be the one getting angry instead since the younger had been sent by Ryo who had most probably instructed the guy to have sex with Jin? Yet, he had seemed really upset and Jin hadn’t really liked that. Maybe he had been wrong. Kazuya was the direct and frank type after all, so he wouldn’t have acted and tried to hide the truth but faced Jin instead. Yet, there was definitely something fishy. But did it really matter in the end? Was the bet worth losing Kazuya? Wait! What was Jin thinking about? He should be more worried to lose his soon-to-be bike and his beloved apartment. Why was he caring that much for someone he only met thrice, as much as he wanted to possess him, in every meaning of the word?
Jin sighed. The answer was evident, wasn’t it? One encounter had been enough for Kazuya to awaken all those unknown feelings and emotions in Jin, only with his kisses. Then, spending more time with the younger had made Jin realize how lonely he actually was, which was quite weird since he had always loved his life, partying, spending money, having sex with the hottest chicks and lazing around. He actually had wished that he would be able to lead such a life forever. But now, that thought wasn’t as tempting anymore. Jin really wondered how he managed to live without Kazuya for 25 years when only 5 days without him was so difficult to bear with. He was losing the control of his feelings, of his emotions and most importantly of his life, and he hated it. There was only one thing he could do now.
***
Kazuya took a deep breath before knocking softly on the door. He wasn’t sure why he was here and the truth was that he was a little anxious. But when Jin had called him earlier and asked him to come to his place, Kazuya had accepted right away. His mind had actually told him to turn the invitation down but it seemed that his heart hadn’t agreed and before he had known it, an ‘okay’ had escaped from his lips. And now he was here, in front of Jin’s apartment, unsure of what to expect from the older, considering how they parted a week ago.
When Jin opened the door, he felt his heart speed up slightly. Was it even possible that only the sight of the younger in his tight jeans and light blue shirt, which in Jin’s opinion had too many unnecessary buttons, was enough to make the desire grow in him so quickly? Or was it his deep dark brown eyes or his tempting pinkish lips? Either way, Jin was captured by Kazuya’s beauty. His mind was totally blank and he only wanted to feel the younger’s skin on his. He had no control over his own body when his hand grabbed Kazuya’s arm to pull him inside the room before closing the door.
Kazuya didn’t resist, not even for a moment, while the other yanked him close to him. He couldn’t utter a word, neither protestation nor approval, as he lost himself in the older’s piercing gaze. His body was doing the talking instead, reacting right away at the proximity, with his heart beating erratically and his groin awakening, making the bulge in his jeans becoming uncomfortable. Kazuya was dying to explore Jin’s body and feel the other’s sexy lips on his own skin. And he had never felt so glad in his life when Jin, who seemed to have read his mind, finally broke their eyes contact and leaned his face closer, making Kazuya’s heart beat even faster.
Jin didn’t kiss the younger right away but buried his face in the crook of his neck instead, inhaling the intoxicating smell of his skin. He ran a hand in the curve of the other’s back and slowly went down to his hips, until he reached the end of his shirt and slid then his hand under it. He noticed that Kazuya’s breathe quickened and felt it on his neck, burning his skin. The strength of the desire that grew in him took Jin by surprise. He couldn’t believe that only the proximity was enough to awaken such a strong lust when they hadn’t even kissed and were still fully dressed. Though, he was planning to address that matter not later than now. So, Jin unbuttoned Kazuya’s shirt in a fast and strong movement, having more and more difficulty to resist the burning desire.
Kazuya let out a groan of pleasure when Jin’s cold lips pressed on his shoulder and then traced a wet path towards his nipples. And when Jin took one in his mouth, sucking and nibbling on it, before focusing on hardening his twin as well, Kazuya had to cling onto the older not to fall. He moaned louder when Jin’s tongue traveled lower, from his stomach to his belly button, where it lingered a little bit longer. Kazuya helped Jin to straighten and pulled his shirt over his head in a feverish gesture, eager to taste his body as well and feel his skin against his, which he didn’t waste a second to carry out the moment the older was finally freed from the unnecessary material.
Each moan escaping from the younger’s mouth was making Jin shudder even more with desire and the skilled fingers and lips continually running through his whole body were an exquisite torture, provoking and arousing him. Jin himself couldn’t contain the numerous sounds of pleasure leaving his mouth. He bent his head to see the younger approaching with a teasing slowness and the wait seemed endless to Jin. When finally Kazuya kissed him, their lips joined in a long deep kiss, leaving them breathless
Before they knew it, the two guys were freed from their pants and Jin wasn’t aware of anything else other than the sensation of Kazuya’s delicate fingers slipping under his boxers to grab his erected member, pushing him into a state of total madness. Jin had the feeling to gradually sink into a thick fog of desire with Kazuya’s nimble fingers tugging gently but expertly on his erection. To avoid sinking, he let his lips wander over the younger’s skin, lingering on the neck and collarbone, getting drunk from its smell, its softness and its warmth, as hoarse moans of Kazuya’s name kept on slipping from his throat.
Feeling that Jin’s release wasn’t far, Kazuya reluctantly let go of the hard member and his lips stretched into a smirk as he heard the older’s whimper. He looked at Jin, urge in his eyes, trying to signify that he wanted more now, and let out a satisfied sigh when the other seemed to understand his message and proceeded to get rid of their boxers. Jin’s hands traveled down his butt and Kazuya automatically locked his leg around the older’s waist when the man lifted him. On the way to Jin’s bedroom, Kazuya kissed every nook of Jin’s face, purposely avoiding his lips, in a successful attempt to drive the other crazy.
Jin sat on the bed, eyes closed, with the younger straddling him, and groaned partly in pleasure and partly in frustration as Kazuya’s lips were now running on his neck and shoulders. He shot his eyes opened, not able to retain the cry of intense pleasure, but worried evident in his gaze, as his hard groin was suddenly buried inside Kazuya’s unprepared hole. The younger one was now frozen and Jin didn’t complain nor let out a sound of pain when Kazuya dug his nails into his shoulders, obviously trying to bear with his own ache.
Jin frowned. “Why-?”
Kazuya brought a finger on Jin’s mouth, motioning him to stay silent, before replacing it by his lips. He didn’t care about the pain. He hadn’t been able resist the need to feel the older inside him at the moment, thus he had taken things into hands, seeing in Jin’s eyes that the man had planned to go slowly, probably worried to hurt him. He smiled fondly in their slow kiss when he felt Jin’s hand caressing his back gently, soothing his pain. Kazuya broke the kiss and watched amused as Jin was panting and biting his lips, obviously trying to hold back. It took a little time for Kazuya to get used to the feeling of the big member inside his tight hole but slowly, the pain vanished. He lifted slightly and slid his hips down to allow Jin to burry himself further inside him.
Jin groaned with pleasure as a loud moan escaped from Kazuya’s lips, the pouty lips that had covered each curve of his face, every line of his neck, each relief of his shoulders. He kissed the younger avidly in the crook of his neck and gasped when he felt the bite of Kazuya’s teeth on his shoulder. As the younger surrendered to the thrill that was travelling in his whole body and arched, Jin brought his hands to the Kame’s hips, gripping them firmly, taking the full control of each thrust. A rush of emotions assailed him when their eyes locked together before their lips met once again in a tender kiss.
The two guys were panting hard when Jin turned them over and settled above Kazuya, who felt the older slid inside him again and burry himself deeper and deeper with each thrust, inflicting to him a pleasure almost unbearable when he finally hit his spot, consecutively. Kazuya cried out and closed his eyes, getting lost in the incredible feeling, but re-opened them a few seconds later, the moment Jin pressed his forehead against his, to be met with the older’s fiery and burning gaze on him, making his heart burst. This was the moment the guy chose to press their lips together in another feverish kiss before he speeded up the movement of his hips and Kazuya couldn’t restrain his cries of pleasure, which were combined with Jin’s, as he felt the successive waves of pleasure rising in him.
Their tongues mingled and their fingers intertwined while the pace increased even more before Jin’s hand reached for Kazuya’s hardened member between their sweaty bodies, trapping it and causing the other to scream out his name in a cry that sounded like a melody into Jin’s ears. Feeling that his own release was coming, he stroke Kazuya’s cock, following the rhythm of his thrusts, and it didn’t take long before he felt the younger trembled behind him and screamed his name out loud again, a few times, as the intense orgasm ripped through him. Jin felt Kazuya’s flesh tightened around his own member and he thrust a last time, which made him suddenly and abruptly switch into another reality. He closed his eyes and surrendered to the insane pleasure that submerged him, with Kazuya’s name in his mouth, before falling on top of the younger, totally drained.
They stayed in silence, lost in their thoughts, struggling with the new sensations they had encountered and trying to catch their breaths. After a few minutes, Jin finally pulled out from Kazuya. He gathered all the strength he could and took hold of the closest cloth to quickly clean them before bringing the warm sheets over the both of them. He then tugged Kazuya into a tight embrace, feeling unexpectedly relieved that the younger didn’t protest. Jin couldn’t describe the emotions that were overwhelming him at the moment. How did he live till now without even suspecting that he was able to experience such intense sensations? He tilted his head and noticed that Kazuya was sleeping. A fond smile braced Jin’s face as he brush off gently the sweaty locks stuck on the younger’s forehead. He looked at the guy’s sleeping face lovingly for a few minutes before hugging him tighter while the sensations and emotions were clashing within him in an inexplicable tumult.
“What have you done to me, Kazuya?” Jin whispered. But for the first time in his life, he felt complete. And he wished he could keep this feeling forever.
***
Jin slowly woke up and a satisfied grin appeared on his lips as he remembered the last night’s events. He stretched lazily in search of the slender body next to him but frowned when his hand came in contact with nothing! Jin opened his eyes and sat up before scanning the room, hoping to spot the younger’s figure, but didn’t. He stood and flung on his boxers before leaving the bedroom, in search for Kazuya. Unfortunately, the guy was nowhere to be found in the apartment. It seemed that Kazuya had sneaked out while he was sleeping. Jin felt the anger growing in him as realization hit him. So, he had been right after all. Now that Kazuya had accomplished his purpose, he had no reason to stay here, with Jin. He had most probably gone to Ryo’s place first thing in the morning to announce that his mission was a success.
Jin was mad. He was furious with Kazuya but he was even more furious with himself. He knew all along and yet, he had given in to the temptation. And thinking that he had been the one to call the guy and make the first move was infuriating him. Now, not only he had lost the bet but he had also lost Kazuya. Though, the guy had never been his to begin with, and it seemed that he had never planned to. Jin knew that the other’s desire had been genuine and he had actually felt that his feelings were mutual, even though they hadn’t spoken. But Jin had been wrong. It seemed that he had been the only one to experience those strong feelings and consider what happened between them as the beginning of something and not just another one night stand. And the worst was that, at that moment, Jin didn’t even care about Ryo’s motorcycle or even his dear apartment. He would give those gladly, and anything else, if it would allow him to have Kazuya by his side. How did he become such a mess?
Jin’s thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the door and a tiny bit of hope settled in his heart when he saw Kazuya entering the living room. He could only blink in surprise as he watched the younger’s lips curled into a bright smile when he spotted Jin. What was going on? Didn’t he leave? Why was he back?
“Hi there, love,” Kazuya whispered in a teasing tone when he was right in front of Jin.
Jin’s heart skipped a beat at the sweet nickname. He clenched his fists trying to resist. He didn’t know what the other was planning again but he wasn’t going to fall for it this time. “What are you doing here?”
Kazuya was shocked by the older’s sharp tone. “I-”
“Oh you probably forgot something,” Jin guessed tartly, cutting the younger. “Or maybe you’re here to fuck off with me again.” Kazuya frowned and turned back, ready to leave the place but was stopped by Jin’s hand. “Where do you think you’re doing?”
“I’m not up to deal with your fucking mood swings again,” Kazuya shouted in anger. Jin’s heart clenched slightly as he noticed the tinge of pain mixed with the ire in the other’s eyes. Was it for real? Why would the guy be hurt?
Since Jin was staying silent, Kazuya freed himself from the older’s strong grip on his arm and threw the plastic bag in his hand, straight into Jin’s face.
“What the hell?” Jin cried out after catching the plastic bag, from which fell a white rectangular cardboard box. Good thing his reflexes were good or he wouldn’t have managed to prevent the pastries from harming his handsome face. Wait, pastries?
“Fuck off, Akanishi!” was Kazuya’s answer.
Jin ignored the younger’s retort, focusing on the now opened box, and the croissants, raisins breads and brioches that were now scattered at his feet. “What is this?”
“Pastries,” Kazuya replied sarcastically.
“That’s not what I meant,” Jin corrected. “Why?”
“It was supposed to be our breakfast,” Kazuya said with an accusing glare.
“Huh?” Jin exclaimed. It seemed that he might have made a huge mistake. “Did you leave to buy those?”
Kazuya nodded. “When I woke up, you were still sleeping so soundly that I didn’t have the heart to wake you up,” he explained. “I wanted to make breakfast, but there’s absolutely nothing in your kitchen,” he added and Jin’s lips stretched into a amused smile at the disapproving tone. “So I decided to go to buy something. Why am I even caring anyway?”
Jin didn’t miss the bitterness in Kazuya’s voice and guilt was slowly growing in him. He walked towards the younger before hugging him in a tight embrace. Kazuya stopped struggling when he heard the older’s whispering in his ear, “I’m sorry.” The tone was sincere and regretful. “I thought you left me.”
Kazuya detached himself slightly from Jin, just enough for their gaze to fall upon each other’s, and looked at the other shocked. “Why would you think that?” He wondered. He thought he had expressed his feelings clearly the previous night, even though no words had been uttered. He had felt that there were more than passion between them and really believed that Jin had shared his feelings. That was why he had been so hurt when the guy had acted like that and had wanted to leave right away.
“Well, you were sent by Ryo to seduce me and help him win the bet after all.”
“The bet? Seduce you?” Kazuya pushed Jin away, angry. “Where does that come from?”
“Look Kazuya, I’m not stupid,” Jin said, a little annoyed that the guy was still denying it. “The way Ryo acted and your ‘coincidental’ appearance just at the right time for him. I never doubted he was the one who sent you. Though, I actually really wondered how Ryo knew I would be so attracted to you.”
“I’m sorry. I’m not catching what you’re saying.”
“It’s okay, Kazuya,” Jin reassured. “I’m not mad about it. I knew since the beginning and-”
“No, it’s not okay,” Kazuya cut furious. “What the hell are you talking about? What bet?”
Jin groaned. How long was the guy going to pretend? “The reason why Ryo sent you,” he explained nonetheless. “To seduce me, have sex with me, and thus make me lose the bet.”
“You made a bet with Ryo about having sex with me?”
Jin frowned. Was Kazuya’s ignorance genuine? “We made a bet before I met you,” he clarified. “No sex, no dating and no scandals. Then you appeared and-”
“And you fucking thought that was the reason why I had sex with you?” Kazuya asked furious. “Unbelievable! Are you taking me for a whore?”
“I’ve never thought about you that way!”
“Yet, your words are implying it,” Kazuya insisted. “I can’t believe it! And I was naïve enough to develop those stupid feelings for you.”
“Huh?”
“I wasn’t sent by Ryo, for you information,” Kazuya continued. “I was the one who asked him to introduce you to me.”
“You did?” Jin asked astounded.
Kazuya nodded and looked away. “I wanted to meet you, for a long time now,” he confessed. The slight embarrassment didn’t go unnoticed by Jin and another fugacious smile braced his lips. “Ryo knew it. He called me 2 weeks ago and challenged me. He said that he wouldn’t introduce us officially but that it was up to me to manage to become your friend. But, I didn’t expect our first meeting to turn out that way,” he admitted with a half smile. “Like I told you, I didn’t know about Ryo’s intentions. I really had no clue about the plan and I thought he was just helping me out. I had no other intentions than getting to know you,” he added.
“No other intentions?” Jin teased with a smirk which earned him a glare from the younger. He gulped. “I’m sorry I doubted you,” he said sincerely. “We bet big this time so I was quite wary. But in the end, I couldn’t even resist you, even though I believed you were part of Ryo’s plan. Though, I’m sure this guy didn’t help you without ulterior motives.”
Kazuya remembered the conversation he had with Ryo the last time he had met him in Jin’s flat. “I think you’re right.”
“I’m sorry,” Jin apologized again as he pulled Kazuya back into his arms. “I got mad when I thought that I lost you.”
A mischievous grin adorned Kazuya’s features at that confession. “Cheesiness doesn’t suit you, Jin.”
Jin grinned back. “You’re the one talking? If I’m not mistaken, you said something about developing feelings for me earlier,” he teased.
“Shut up!”
Jin laughed briefly before he tightened his grip around the younger’s waist, not wanting to let him go anymore. “We’ll have to find a place to live.”
“Huh? Why? You’re moving?” Kazuya wondered. “Wait! We?”
Jin chuckled at the cuteness. “Well, I lost the bet so my flat is Ryo’s now.”
“You bet your apartment?”
Jin nodded. “I really thought I would win. It was my apartment against Ryo’s bike. I wanted to own this bike so much and for so long, so I was really motivated and confident. That was before you appeared though.”
It was Kazuya’s turn to chuckle. “But, you said you’ve thought all along that I was sent by Ryo,” he reminded earning a nod from the other. “Does that mean that you gave up on winning the bet to have sex with me?”
Jin frowned. “We didn’t have sex. We made love,” he corrected and Kazuya giggled at that before nodding in agreement, not able to contain his happiness to hear such a sweet thing. “And it wasn’t the main reason. Surely, I really wanted you. I still do,” he added with a smirk. “But I just realized that I didn’t care about those material things anymore if I couldn’t meet you again.”
Kazuya smiled. “That’s sweet.”
“I’m being serious,” Jin said partly embarrassed and partly annoyed.
Kazuya couldn’t contain a short chuckle. “I know,” he assured. “Thank you,” he whispered as he hid his face in the crook of Jin’s neck. They stayed like this, in silence, enjoying each other’s presence, for a few minutes, until Kazuya broke it. “Jin,” he called the other’s attention. “You said that the bet included scandal, right?”
Jin nodded. “It’s actually the main reason we started this bet,” he explained. “Granny got mad at us because we always make the headlines.”
“I think you won the bet, Jin.”
“Huh?”
Kazuya grinned and lifted his head. “Ryo made the headlines today with a girl,” he informed. “Though, she’s quite different of his usual type, a small cute brunette. I saw the newspaper on my way to the baker’s shop.”
“Really?” Jin asked and a smirk spread on his face when he received the younger’s nod. “Lucky.”
“You don’t seem as excited as I thought you would be,” Kazuya remarked.
“I am,” Jin replied. “But the fact that you love me had already brightened my mood to its maximum so I can’t be happier.”
Kazuya frowned as he saw the amusement lurking in Jin’s gaze. Surely, those words were pure bliss but… “When did I ever say that I love you?”
“You said you developed feelings for me,” Jin reminded again.
“I also said those feelings were stupid,” Kazuya added
Jin laughed slightly. “You’re moving in, by the way,” he blurted out.
Kazuya grinned. “That goes without saying,” he answered before their lips met. Actions speaking louder than words, the two of them were purring their love and feelings into this tender kiss. After all, words didn’t seem to be really needed between them, starting from their first meeting.
“I’m hungry,” Jin whined when they broke apart.
“It’s your fault that our breakfast is destroyed,” Kazuya accused. “Those pastries looked so yummy,” he added with a slight pout.
“It’s okay,” Jin assured. “I know someone more delicious for my breakfast.”
Kazuya smirked at Jin’s hungry look. “Well, the threat will only be yours since I unfortunately don’t.”
“Oh yes, you do!” Jin said with a smug smile.
“Cocky bastard!” Kazuya replied but let himself be dragged in the bedroom while Jin’s lips were back on his, their hands already roaming each other’s bodies, and their clothes scattered with the long forgotten pastries on the floor.
***
When Jin woke up later that day, he was glad to find Kazuya still nestled against him and he couldn’t contain the happiness that overwhelmed him at the thought that, from now on, he would always wake up with the younger in his arms. It was such a great day. Not only had he won the bet, which allowed him to keep his apartment and finally own the bike he had always dreamt to have, but Kazuya was also his now, and that was actually the best reward he could have asked for. He was sure his grandmother would be happy as well. After all, Jin had found the one he wanted to settle with, his special someone. His granny hadn’t actually stated that he should build a family with a woman so he didn’t go against her desire. Besides, she wasn’t one to make a ruckus because one of her grandson was gay. Though, in Jin’s opinion, he wasn’t gay. He had only fallen in love with Kame. Surely, granny would be satisfied, though she might not go easy on Ryo. But just like she had wanted, there would be no instability and no scandal anymore in Jin’s life since Kazuya was by his side now. For Jin, life had never felt so perfect.