I'm not tired.

I worked for awhile today and then went home and slept and then went back to work. It was cool, I wish I could do that with every shift I work. Me and Jeff built a beer can tower tonite, it was cool. I took a picture of it. The drama was there as always. It makes me laugh now. I cleaned this guy's dishes for him. I got bored. I ( Read more... )

Beach was good. As it is always. I just need to live out there already. Things are a bit odd but that's just normal. I'm tired. Peace.

Haven't updated this thing in a like a little more than a month....I found some awesome sunglasses at work last nite.  There Gloria Vanderbuilt. I'm almost done with community service finally. We're going to the beach tomorrow. I'm pumped, we really need to buy sun tan lotion. I went and looked at  apartments with Cory and Carter today. I want ( Read more... )

I just need to take a step back and breath. Everything will be ok.

I'm having doubts again. I wish I could just  have one feeling aboout it. And not think twice.

Coolwhip cake is awesome. I found some totally cute vans online. I really wanna buy them Friday. But I gotta save. I will probably end up buying them. Why fight it.

In the morning me, Jen, and Michelle are gonna go look for a prom dress for me. Please let me find one.

P.S. It is lighting and thundering right now. Thank you, have a good nite.

Jeff asked me to prom.........

Of course I accepted!!!

I'm so glad I'm only going to be working 2 days next week and maybe the next couple of weeks. Then I might actually get to go to a show and hang out with my friends!!! Nothing should become a routine. I'm sick of thinking about prom and graduation and all of it. I just suck at school oriented stuff.

Obviously no matter what I say or do it's not good enough for anyone now a days. I will keep my thoughts and opinions to myself. I should have learned my lesson a long time ago. Guess it's better late than never.

I'm not going to bitch about it anymore. Just going to deal with it.