I havnt written in this thing in sooo long.
So for almost 3 months I've been dating the best guy ever. I MY BOYFRIEND LOVE RYAN.Right now ( Read more... )

I get so mad. WHYWHYWHY! damn thatwhoreeee ahhA! ok just breath ahhh whoooo ok.

Im such a jelouse person... haha.
Oh well tomorrow ME/AMENEH/MATT/KARA are going to the art museum and that... THAT... will make me happayyyy!!! yuh.

This is the bad thing about falling in

boo ! im watching criss angel reruns...o

All I want for Christmas...
Is a Boyfriend ok?

birthday sucks...

"DO you know what its like to not know a single thing about yourself and its all your fault?"

Oh I do.
I'm not the person I should be...Im so negative because Im scared of being Positive and being HURT ( Read more... )

All I want for my BIRTHDAY.... which is in a few minutes... IS SOME DAMN AFFECTION.

so today turned out to be a gooood day....
alot of good stuff happened...
YAY.
:)

My ex is having his ENGAGEMENT PARTY TONGIHT... oh shit im kinda sad... im going to probably show up to see if shes pretty then go to numbers...
AHHHHHH

I realized I still like this other person
buutttttt I couldn't have him either so...
Crap.
He doesn't know I still like him either ... atleast I don't think he does...
Mmmm.
I guess I'm just not "girlfriend" material.

LONLY.Ahhh I havn't had an actual boyfriend in sooo long.. I don't even remember what it feels like to care for someone and have ( Read more... )

I shall love thee, untill the day I die.

Such pretty words... that he will never hear.

"There are some men worth dying for... and he is one of them."

I wish I could stop loving you...

And fall in love with someone who COULD love me back.

AHHH BUT I'LL LIKE YOU FOR-ALWAYS AND I'LL LOVE YOU ALOT.

Ahh. I'm even looking at his picture now... ( Read more... )

Over the summer I'm going to go to school in Germany!!!!!!!!