the real world is starting to make itself known to me

i couldn't be more stressed

or scared.

i suck.

yay.

=(

tonite should be a very interesting nite
:)

for once
just once
i would love it if my best friend
aka the freakin love of my life for like 3 years
could just say what he means
everything has to be so vague
and a joke
i don't think it's funny
to play with my emotions
for this long

funny how i write off boys completely
funny how you show up right after

it's so funny
but i'm not sure i mind

crying and drinking don't mix
especially when it ends up in a drunken phone call
to your ex
that you can't remember
and all you know
is that it was BAD

not now.
and maybe never.

i'll shed enough tears for the both of us

i know i did the right thing
so why does he make me feel like i didn't

you'll see one day that i did what i did because i do care.

please shit on my day
by acting like a complete ass
happy birthday to me
not.

i like good days

i just wish they weren't so few and far between

apparently parents were created to be killjoys
especially parents who can't COUNT

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