Mother's day

May 09, 2015 10:50

Mother's day is always uncomfortable for me. I was an unwilling stepmother to a feral little boy who's mother was too busy getting wasted and having orgies to really help her son grow up, or send him to school, or show up on time for anything. He is now an anxious young man who is bitter at the world. I don't really expect him to call me up and ( Read more... )

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bingsy May 26 2015, 04:24:11 UTC
No one's perfect. That's the evidence that you really were a mother to him - the fact that you made mistakes and second guess. If it makes you feel better, my sister Mariea had her babies starting at 17 years old, 4 of them total, all boys, and I think a couple of them regularly forget her on Mother's Day. One is a lot like P, and she knows not to put too much stock in his actions or lack there of. It's hard to even get him to take a phone call. Mother's Day is important, but it's not the measure of your worth in his life. And I think how it helped Justin trumps everything anyways ( ... )

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