I've been holding so much rage within me lately. And I don't entirely know what to do about it. I know a lot of it is misdirected at other people because of my omnipresent fear of the future, and lashing out at people gives me something to fester about that doesn't involve thinking about my resume. But, further, some of the things I'm angry ( Read more... )

worry worry worry

money

job

money

future

worry worry worry

today i'm not cranky, mostly because to be cranky i would have to actually be awake, and apparently that is a physical impossibility ( Read more... )

Had a smidgen of a breakdown today ... got it under control, went for sushi.

Found out I definately have to find a new job, which scares the holy bejeezus out of me.

Decided I hate people that aren't, well, me.

End result:

Life = bad.
Sushi = good.

Bitch bitch bitch and moan ( Read more... )

Much to do today.

Am determined to get thru the day without getting unnecessarily annoyed about something.

Have been awake for 1 hour and it's already kinda hard.

First post ( Read more... )