oh! i was wrong. i can't write in here knowing he's probably reading it. new one new one. address in friends only entry.

met a man with a fake jamaican, irish, and middle class accent who told me everything i already knew but phrased in a way i could understand and now i'm more angry than i've ever felt. so angry.

actually, you know what? fuck it. i'm keeping this journal. if he wants to betray me by reading it, i will fucking well betray him back. he knows. he's reading this. stop. stop. stop.

this will invoke no inhibition, don't worry.

'scuse me, i need some water. fountain trampy drinker, ahoyahoy. and then.. a small man. mobile home, the him type thingy. i am clutching a small plastic cup with my other boney hand in big chief 'how' position baring my yellow-brown teeth as some kind of greeting. on short strings i follow him. straight into her eyes. fuck.

my baby whatserface, she says i don't wanna listen. says i don't know my place but it's nothing when we kiss and she fixes in whispers she's just as lost as me. baby bunny digs me, digs me. with all her hip and cunt she digs me all day. all between the chip block photos framing the words hidden from film of the boys like a line up singing, baby, ( Read more... )

re-did the badbeatdisco website. message board still links to old site but fuck it. i'll do it laterer. was not on mescaline when writing the content, swear on my dead relative's life. luke rang speaking about 80's matchbox and marcus' mushrooms. i just don't know what is a euphemism and what isn't these days. did a photoshoot for mike that ( Read more... )

that alex bloke is back tomorrow. bet you he won't ring like he said. bet i'll have to wait til saturday afternoon and give up and ring him. FEED YOUR HEAD. i made a skirt. it looks.. curious. it's dark tartan, cut very short with a red check trim round the bottom, with black and white plaid coming out the bottom.

anyone going to the green fair? looking forward to it ( Read more... )

i am paying for those two huge curries i had yesterday, lord knows it.

now here's some snappy snaps.. snaps. delicious and saturated and MAD.


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