Thank All of you who like me the way I am...Thank you for being there for me and thank you for your support...things are getting better! luv you guys(girls*)

I hate myself because...
I'm not white...
I'm not skinny...
I'm a slut...
I'm a bitch...
I'm a dumbass..
I'm rude...
I'm an embarassment...
I have no voice...
No one listens....
I don't have anyone to turn to....
All i do is cry...
I'm stupid...
I'm second rate..... and much much more

Have you forgotten about me ( Read more... )

Something i need to get off mmy chest..........before i attempt to read 3 books and do 20 pages of writting! Well just reciently i went through a spell of extrem grief that everybody including my beloved boyfriend ignored ar refused to hear me out. So i decided i was headed for the hole and I cut......not pleasent. To make a long story short ( Read more... )

http://www.softlab.ece.ntua.gr/~sivann/pub/swf/may02-smilepop-soapbox4.swf

go here its funny!

School starts soon AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN"T HANDLE IT!....okay i got that out well I hope everybody has thier last bit of fun before schhol...............ahhh back to starchy UGLY uniforms that make me look like i belon in a convent..............................ha well night everbody! BYES

Fourth of July.....hmmmm im not sure if i wanted to be separted from Britian........they have a QUEEN and they did have a female PRIME MINISTER.......and america cant get their act together and get a fucking woman to be president! i mean really! men cant do 2 things at once let alone run a country! i mean why do men get to say that women should or ( Read more... )

Hey everybody...I am really sorry that i haven't written in a while.....so many things have ben happening that i have no time to write in this journal or my my written one that i have been working on for two years ( Read more... )

hey everyone school is over and i can finally update my journal. so many things have happen since i last updated. Well david and i are still happily in love 7 mo in june. Things are going great even though his parents are being massive assholes ( Read more... )

ah well i just sprained my ankle...again
im quite frusturated........because...
my coach is an ass and he will try to find any excuse to not let me play.........
well he got what he wanted i guess......

ill write later
LOVES
Tabatha