FIRST:
x. boyfriend/girlfriend: oh technically craig i guess
x. "romantic" kiss: john paul
x. heartbreak: john paul
x. word: i don't know
x. (grade) school: Bassett Elementary
x. job: babysitting
x. car: Mazda Tribute
x. favorite singing group(s): BSB
x. favorite band(s): BSB
x. best friend(s): Amy
LAST:
x. person you talked to on the phone: Momma
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just in case you were wondering, dont try making macaroni and cheese in the microwave...it just doesn't work. its rather disgusting

ok so i seem to be doing well of making alex happy with all these happy entries so ithought whynot do another one. Yesterday was a lovely day. I went to Gourmet Food Club. It was amazing. Very very fun. Then Amy made me eat with her cause she is forceful. Then I watched 13 going on 30 with Natalie. It was also very fun. And well it was just ( Read more... )

I cannot even begin to explain how amazingly wonderful I feel right now. Everything is going my way right now. There is nothing more I could ask for. Its so good to feel like this ( Read more... )

i just wanted you all to know that i'm very happy and my date with Adam was amazing. i can't stop smiling

well that was an interesting experience. I finally told nick i didnt want to get back together or date or anything. and it was such a relief off my shoulders. I was so tired of trying to be happy to make him happy and trying to give him a second chance just because he wounded my vanity and told me i'm like this girl he used to go out with. And ( Read more... )

Frustrated. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. DKSJFS:DJFDSJFDSJFDKLJFDLKJFDSLJFDSLKJFDSLKJFE:OI

That's what I have to say right now.

its so hard. deep down i know i made the right choice, but i miss him so much. why is this so hard?

Wow, I neer knew it hurt so much to break up with someone. I feel like the most godawful person that ever existed. I just wish I knew a way to stop his hurt. I didn't want to hurt him this much. I do love him, I just can't be in a relationship with him, at least not right now. I don't know what to do...I feel so awful.