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stole this from Jackie's journal, cause I thought it was cute

Boys dew thiis----Tell her you think shes cool. Tell her why you think shes so cool. Smell her hair. Talk to her in movie theatres. Pick her up and pretend youre going to throw her in the river; shell scream and fight you but secretly, shell love it. Hold her hand and skip. Hold her ( Read more... )

lets see... the weekend was fun

Im feeling alot better...
stupid, but better

Im okay now I guess,
Im going to try my hardest not to fuck anything else up

I guess I dont really have too much to say
Thanks to everyone that helped me out
I really appreciate it
:-)

<3ToriLee

what the hell am I to do?

WHAT THE HELL DO I DO?!?

here I go, fucking up again, it seems to be my specialty

somethings wrong with me, something not even I can figure out this time
Im constantly hurting people that love me
Im not worth the pain
Im not good enough for people to care
I dont understand why I do

GOD, Im a fucking loser, can't ( Read more... )

so yeah... this weekend was fucking great despite the fact that nothing really went as planned

Friday- I went to Stephanie's and Zach and Julie were there.. we made mashed potatoes!!!! Like around 8 Shauna and her mother came and picked us up from Steph's and we went to the movies and saw Alexander.. not a bad movie, just sorta hard to follow. ( Read more... )

I think its safe to say that my depressive mood has been broken

umm...
OMFG THE BEST WEEKEND IS COMING UP!!

FRIDAY- Stephanie Kopasz's for the night... yes!

SATURDAY- Ashley Kitsons house for the night... woo hoo

SUNDAY- shopping with my lovely Katelyn Romanowski <3 ( Read more... )

so yeah, I've been sort of in a blank state of mind lately

like, Im so depressed I block my emotions out, I mean, I think it's better than going all crazy emo on people

I've been sad like this before, but never to this extreme.. like, its so crazy, I hate it

I guess Ive always thought it better to feel nothing at all then to be sad, an dso I know ( Read more... )

( I'd really appreciate it if you'd take this little surveyish thing about me )

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oh wow, that was fucking spectacular

I actually didnt mind being in juvy for 3 days

meet alot of fun people, most of which are druggies, but hey, you win some and you lose some whatever, isnt even my business so I dont care

like, I will never ever forget that, I actually had alot of fun

WOO..

ha, yeah, Im crazy so what

<3ToriLee