so after having this journal for 10 years, my user name seems to have meaning. its freakin uncanny.

i met my soulmate and his name is Darko. what are the odds..?!

its been 5 months since my last update....

i decided to end things with spencer yesterday. i know we're not ment to be and if i carried it on , it would just become more painful. im happy with my decision , but dissapointed.

ive been researching getting a job on a cruise boat, it's very confusing but gonna try it out!

my sexy ass boyfriend! smush

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i sat through 3 hours of dungeons and dragons lastnight blitzed outta my skull. it was fucked up...weirdest trip evarr

holy shit
i cant fucking sleep and im trying sooo hard to tune any sound out
theres way too much on my mind and its pissing me off.
i wish i could redo last week so i could sleep again. my body is tired but my brain wont shut off

i feel like shit

not to mention i lost 90% of my molar today.
arg fuck shit

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i had a dream lastnight that i was seeing Mike holmes [from holmes on homes] and i really liked him. in my dream though he was better looking all around. i was scared to make a move [even though we were somehow on my bed just talking-i was very attracted to him ( Read more... )

i'm thinking of going to a darkrave
yay or nay?

going to jamaica in december! booyakasha