i've never felt so fucked up and confused in my life, the thoughts in my head keep swirling with no clear message

*my heart bleeds*

so it seems as though i've left my live journal unattended for a while !! nothing much is new in my world, i got a gym pass yesterday the gym at the gonq is really pretty kick ass! this skinny boy will hopefully add some pounds lol :D , went to rocking johnny's tonight with matt, good food and good times, chocolate cola isnt too shabby after all ( Read more... )

I want to come home to Ottawa damnit... I miss Leana :( xoxo ... timmins isnt the most exciting place on earth. I tried to be the brave one and say "its only a few weeks" but here i am crumbling! i cant wait for xmas to be over. xmas day will be good! what presents await is a mystery to I. My dog is old and lazy! wheres chico when you need him, hes ( Read more... )

Instructions:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that you have in common with me.
3. Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you.

01. I'm the oldest of 3.
02. I have two gerbils and dog named cookie.
03. I am not colorblind.
04. I love buffalo chicken fingers.
05. I have seen snow before.
06. I try not to ( Read more... )

I may have told people to download things before... but you will not regret downloading this i promise you the best song i've heard in a long fucking time. It rocks so hard http://www-scf.usc.edu/~asung/saosin/Demo.mp3 get it OR ELSE!!! SAOSIN RULES YOU !!! (prenounced ( Read more... )

Today I had an exam in word processing. Yes I am in College, Yes I am dumb, all college kids are, proven fact, just check this url www.fuckyouandyourdog.com . Anyways, I finished my exam at 10, while leaving I went to grab my jacket beside me. (A thundering voice from the heavens) - "LEAVE THAT THERE, FOLLOW THE EXAM GUIDELINES" this however ( Read more... )

BOO YA GRANDMA, A POST FROM ME ?!!?! UNPOSSIBLE ... stay tuned for rants etc....

what do you do when the only person you truly hate is yourself ? the truth is what i did was wrong and i know this, i hurt leana's friends, parents, and my best friend leana herself. i say sorry to you all, and i'd apologize to all of you if given the chance, im sorry to leana's friends, i once called them my friends as well. im sorry to leana's ( Read more... )

i know the last entry was suppose to be the last... but i just wanted to add this, its lyrics are too perfect in describing how i feel ( Read more... )

my final entry ( Read more... )