i thought about it and i think i have to just stop answering my phone.

i seams that everytime i answer the fucking thing i get bad news or its someone that i just dont want to talk to.

why do i even bother to answer it? am i that stupid?

i have to say i feel weird.i just got back from whole foods, and its weird that i still have that thought that there is someone in another aisle looking for me! probably cause i use to go with a single person who introduced me to whole foods ( Read more... )

i am sick of fighting my body and my mind,time to move on.

everyday that goes by and all the thinking i do, i get a little closer

happiness is what you make it or how you take it.

weakness is the acknowledgment of sadness or anger, fear or hate.

its my turn/terms to be happy for myself

Friday, July 07, 2006

what the fuck ever
Current mood: depressed
Category: Romance and Relationships

so another day goes by.

for the record i'm not the bad guy.

"it takes two to tango three to make me really mad"

tell me how all the worse enemies, are friends that use to be?

i am doing nothing...
i think have finally found tires for my truck (wahoo).
my truck has a weird size of tires , so they were very hard to find.
right now i just waiting for Elyse to get out of work so she can help me do my hair.
that is all...

i have not done very much lately, just work and playing on the computer ( Read more... )

necto...myself and Elyse...90%
that is all.

i hate stupid people that think they are smart. if someone asks you a question and you dont know the answer for sure, THAN DONT ANSWER. dumb asses.
ok. back to me. went to Boy Sets Fire last night with friends , it was great.
might be going to shitty club tomorrow. and that is all.

i have not been doing much of anything lately.
working alot, and thats about it.
why do i pay for something that i dont use?(this)
why do i pay for aol e-mail when i can get hotmail for free? "kisthemidget@hotmail.com" i guess im stupid and i dont think

i have been doing a lot better. i hate it when my brain starts working and i cant stop it, i owe that one to writing.
i started doing a little writing at work when it is slow.
reading the manson book again(work is boring).