So this is the final goodbye to kishikaisei
The post right before this one has my new one...if you can see it
If you can't then leave a comment letting me know you care
But I know that's asking a bit much now...isn't it :P

New LJ is coming...name will be released to a select few, just trying to jump-start my life again
Palm Pilot will be recharged to keep me on schedule with life in general

and Lub to you all who are missing it in their lives!

I now know what it means to be stuck in Limbo. Where there's nothing you can do. Your fate is in the hands of others. All you can do is what is assigned to you. But at any moment your life can break. I'll tell you all a story you don't want to hear. But I'll need to find another time to do so...

Just an FYI to those who don't know, I will be not back until March 12th. Have fun without me guys! (Notices he's talking to himself)

oh yea...
being gay and stranded in the middle of wisconsin
just sometimes it makes you feel like you could break down
that is all
Death By Sprite to all!

So.....the most recent
I beat the school record in the 4x400 with Nigel, Sunny, and Seth
I have an awesome PR for myself
I Solo DJ for an entire night from 11-2 with only one mistake that happened pretty early on
I feel fucking great
and tired...

Love is like a slap in the face...more like a fucking disgrace...especially when you're lonely

What can one do in times like these but just imagine a world beyong our trees

Or just wait....

So am I really confined to being friends with only a few people, is it bad that I only trust a few? I don't want to suddenly jump into a pit of darkness again. But life has been fun as it is for the moment being. I'm actually quite content about the way that I'm feeling. I decided not to drink because I wanted some time to figure out what was going ( Read more... )

So here's the dillio....My AIM has changed and I think for this time it might be for good, so, if you want to stay in contact me and you're reading this then add me to your list since it's available to all. If you don't add me, I won't contact you, it's simple as that. That's the way the candle burns...

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