I'm thinking of making this more useful. I mean posting things about written expression, about my challenges and struggles with my disabilities... stuff like that. I'll keep the more personal entries friends only. But I want to use this LJ as an outlet to reach out to people around me and they can't do that if they don't know what I'm all about now ( Read more... )

One of my dreams is to meet Katy Perry. I would do anything to meet her. I don't care what it is. I love her to death because she's my biggest inspiration. I've always been so misunderstood and always afraid to show people who I really am. I grew up living in a world of my own where no one was allowed inside. It made me withdraw and become a big ( Read more... )

So I made 248 icons. I don't mean made MADE, I mean that I reached my limit. I do hope I'll get another package when the automatic payment rolls in. It does so every few months I think. I'm not really sure. Yes, I like having that many. I am a very expressive person and I do NOT like limitations. It disrupts my creativity. >:| I use my icons to ( Read more... )

I'm going to try to write to her talent agency. I found an address for it. Yes, Katy Perry. You can get an autograph for them and they will send you one. It takes about 3+ months but it's worth it. I don't do well at concerts but I still hope I'll get to meet her someday. It is my dream ( Read more... )

I swear, I want to just glomp N. He is so adorable and I feel bad for him to have to be raised by Ghestis. But it's good he was adopted since N is actually really sweet and charming. He reminds me somewhat of my boyfriend because he cares about things, especially me. <3 ( Read more... )

But probably total suckage... =.=

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I've been trying to get better with my writing but I think I'm just making it worse. D: I really don't know why I keep writing when I'm probably in over my head. I mean I've tried and tried and I think half the time I have no idea what the hell I'm doing. I don't know how to become better and often times I feel like my autism steps in and makes ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about giving this story a rewrite. I actually came up with an idea for it that i really like. What if she sucks on a pacifier that gives her comfort? Like, it could be to help her autism and be apart of it and maybe he doesn't understand that and finds it to be babyish ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about reviving Tomorrow Never Dies. I mean i don't know any other way to write a paranormal story. Differently gendered twins is the best twist ever, especially with a bond that's really strong. But the only problem is to come up with a plot outline to make it really interesting ( Read more... )

I'm in need of some help with my plot. I don't know why but it feels like every time I try to write the chapters, i can never get the actual points I need across. Maybe it's because I'm not very good with writing about horses and all that. Help is greatly appreciated it.

( Down the rabbit hole we go! )