wow...
So I made 248 icons. I don't mean made MADE, I mean that I reached my limit. I do hope I'll get another package when the automatic payment rolls in. It does so every few months I think. I'm not really sure. Yes, I like having that many. I am a very expressive person and I do NOT like limitations. It disrupts my creativity. >:| I use my icons to express myself. <3
But yeah. Today is a bit uneventful. I haven't been writing and instead I've been procastinating... which is probably not a good thing. D: I just can't seem to be bothered when all i do is fail. I know I said I wouldn't give up but how can I improve myself when i can't go to college or find a good writing school or program in my area? I live way too far from mesa community college and that's my BEST option right there.
I don't want to give up either. I want to keep going. It's just, right now, I feel like I've hit rock bottom and I'm not sure how to go back up. D: I know a friend who once told me, 'when you've hit rock bottom, the only way to go is back up'. I really wish I knew how to get back up again. :(
But yeah. Today is a bit uneventful. I haven't been writing and instead I've been procastinating... which is probably not a good thing. D: I just can't seem to be bothered when all i do is fail. I know I said I wouldn't give up but how can I improve myself when i can't go to college or find a good writing school or program in my area? I live way too far from mesa community college and that's my BEST option right there.
I don't want to give up either. I want to keep going. It's just, right now, I feel like I've hit rock bottom and I'm not sure how to go back up. D: I know a friend who once told me, 'when you've hit rock bottom, the only way to go is back up'. I really wish I knew how to get back up again. :(