Everything is not all right.

Feb 05, 2010 04:20

It's nearly 3:30 in the morning and I'm awake. I'm not tired, though I should be. I just don't want to go to bed, even though I know I need to ( Read more... )

life, tom

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Hey Sweet Girl dave_orphal February 5 2010, 15:27:15 UTC
It wont ever be all right. The debilitating pain does fade in time, but the sadness is always there and sometime it can sneak back up on you.

It's been ten years since Angie died. Most of the time I'm fine and happy and in love with my life. Most of the time, I'm not thinking about her at all. Sometime, out of the blue, her memory and the sadness floods back and I am overwhelmed.

Wendy and I love you.

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ladyringo February 5 2010, 17:32:32 UTC
Honey, it won't ever be okay. *hugs* This doesn't mean that it won't, at some point, hurt a little less. As time goes by, it will be less and less hurtful to think of him and you will focus more on the happy memories.

I hate to say it, but it will only take time. It's been 12 years since Jake was murdered and most days I don't think about him, but occasionally I have a happy thought and I smile and occasionally I have a sad thought and cry a little.

I know that it's hard.

Your smile will come back. Love you. You're in my thoughts, always.

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dybbuk67 February 5 2010, 18:51:18 UTC
*HUG*

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Hola mi sobrina anonymous February 6 2010, 03:59:35 UTC
It's wonderful that you are able to cry,which can be very healing,and that you're reaching out. The grief process takes as long as it takes.

Call me any time.

Con amor,
su tia Natasha

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