Title: Snapshot
author: suju_shinki
pairing: yoosu
genre: drama, fluff, comedy, boardingschool au
length: 16/?
summary: Junsu has a boyfriend. And he has Yoochun
16. The Pictures
He sat on his bed that night, with Junsu lying on his stomach on the second bed in the room. Yoochun has his own room in the country house but his parents weren't going to allow them to share a bed, but obviously Yoochun wasn't going to let Junsu sleep alone in the guest room.
"What are you doing?" Junsu asked, popping his chin up on his hand.
"Trying to find the right pictures for in my portfolio," he answered without taking his eyes off his laptop screen.
"Oh so you're looking at me naked."
"Basically yeah. I have about seventy shots and I can only use two. It's hard since you look so damn great in all of them."
Junsu jumped up and sat next to Yoochun. "That is so embarrassing," he said seeing the picture of himself, naked, his leg bent covering his crotch area, his face perfectly serene and the sun completing the entire thing.
"It's perfect," Yoochun said shaking his head. "I need to use this one, in black and white maybe-"
"What is this portfolio of yours for anyway?" Junsu asked.
"College of course. They're assholes when it comes to art. They want you to have proof that you're worth something." "I don't even want to think about college yet," Junsu said and sat back. "But okay, so you have two pictures of me, what else?"
"Well my concept was going to be the seasons. You're summer. And I'll need to find two models for spring and fall."
"What about winter?"
"Jaejoong."
"Oh."
"You should be happy I asked you for summer. Jaejoong had to get naked in the snow."
"I see. So you shot Jaejoong naked. Okay. Well it was nice of you to have informed me."
"It was more than a year ago. Before you and me even happened."
"Still not cool that you have naked pictures of him."
"It's art."
"Whatever," Junsu sighed and moved back to his own bed.
"Are you seriously mad right now?" Yoochun asked. "It's not like I jerk off to those pictures or anything. Come on, here, I'll show them to you right now."
"No thanks," Junsu snorted and turned his back to him.
"Well you can be mad all you want it's not going to change," Yoochun said. "You posed naked and you're fine with me using your pictures as art so what's the whole drama really about right now?"
"I'm your boyfriend. Kim Jaejoong isn't."
"Yeah but you weren't my boyfriend when I shot him."
"Fine, whatever."
Yoochun sighed and put his laptop down on the bed. He got up and picked up his jeans from the floor, sliding out a lighter and a pack of cigarettes. He walked around Junsu's bed and opened the window at the far wall.
"You know," Junsu started and Yoochun stopped himself from lighting the cig right on time. "Taegoon never said no to me. He never told me to shut up or that I'm being annoying or too clingy. He never chose anyone over me. He'd make time for me whenever I wanted it. He never said no to a kiss or a hug or sex or anything."
"Sounds amazing. You shouldn't have left him, " Yoochun snapped. If it was one thing Yoochun couldn't handle was being compared to that asshole. He'd compared himself to Taegoon non-stop in the beginning up to the point of him feeling like more than shit.
"I don't regret leaving him," Junsu said and sat up. "I just...sometimes I wish you'd put me first. But you have so much going on all the time with Jaejoong and your pictures and I don't even know what-"
"I'm sorry if I don't follow you around like the whipped little puppy Taegoon was, but that's just not the way I am."
"I don't know why I even try to talk to you about this," Junsu sighed and looked away. "You're not like that. You wouldn't put anyone before yourself. I'm like that too. We're both selfish. We're both assholes."
"What's your point?"
"My point is that I'm tired," Junsu said and laid back down. He turned around and Yoochun stared at his back for a few minutes before putting the cigarettes and the lighter down. He shut down his laptop and turned off the lights in the room before sitting at the edge of his boyfriend's bed.
"You know why Taegoon treated you the way he did?" he asked and Junsu didn't answer of course. "It's because he loved you more than you loved him and he knew that. Now I know for a fact that you love me. A lot. And I love you a lot too. Not more, not less."
"Sometimes I feel like I love you more than you love me."
"I love you with all my heart, Kim Junsu, how on earth are you going to top that?"
Junsu chuckled softly and Yoochun pressed a kiss onto what he guessed was his shoulder.
"You can't be mad anymore," he said softly and ran his lips from Junsu's shoulder, to his neck to his mouth. "Okay?"
"I still hate Jaejoong," Junsu muttered and Yoochun laughed.
"Jaejoong isn't here right now so how about we stop talking about him?"
Instead of saying anything Junsu gave him a quick kiss. "No sex because your parents are in the next room, remember?"
"Right, right," Yoochun nodded. "We can still fool around though, right?"
"I don't know, you haven't been very nice to me."
"That's not true. I was nice to you this afternoon, wasn't I?"
"Actually that was me being nice to you," Junsu smirked.
They woke up in the same bed the next morning after a long night of rough kisses and painful dicks from excessive dry humping .
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