It is scary and exciting. Only four months. Every day I look at apartments online and wonder where will we live. I know it will be tiny and expensive. I hope that I can get a well paying job to take care of the three of us. I hope Nik gets tons of financial aid for school. I hope we live in a yellow building next to a pink building or vice ( Read more... )

Yesterday was good. Portobello fajitas for dinner. Probably one of my favorite things ever. Walk the Line and some wine. Such a good movie. I have such a crush on Joaquin Phoenix.

Cute new purse

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After a second night of an unwanted visitor showing up in my dreams I decided to check out a couple of dream interpretation websites to figure this shit out. Most of the pages were pitiful and not helpful in the slightest. The last one I read made tons of sense though. It said that a person showing up in your dream doesn't mean your dream is ( Read more... )

God, I am so sick of listening to stupid people talk. Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Why are there people that feel they must always be speaking? Seriously your opionion does not matter. Let me enjoy my lunch hour in peace. You suck!

Feeling weird all day. One of those thoughts that just will not leave your head. Ridiculous to say the least. Cheese enchiladas with mole sauce for dinner. The "e" in mole should have an accent on it. Exciting soap opera action to watch. Sweet. I never write. Maybe because my life is the same thing over and over again. How many times can I ( Read more... )

Between adjusting to my new glasses and drinking wine on an empty stomach I am getting fucked up. This is sweet!!!

So lately I have watched laser eye surgery on television as well as how they make prosthetic eyeballs. Shit is creepy! Remind me never to lose an eyeball or to think it's a good idea to have someone poking around in my cornea. Granted my eyes pretty much suck but I like having them. With that, here are my cute new glasses. It's hard to see in the ( Read more... )

Which for me, is probably the most productive day of my life. The day started out with an eye exam. Picked out some cute new pink glasses. I will be ultra adorable now. Nik drove me around since my pupils were dilated as fuck. It's such a weird experience when you are sober in the daylight, not very pleasant at all. Lunch at Jason's Deli. Yumm ( Read more... )

So last weekend I lost my driver's license while I was in Manhattan (Kansas, that is). The kicker was I was at a bar in Aggieville and I wasn't even fucking drunk. Fuck that shit! So today Nik escorted me to the Treasurer's office to get a new one. It took maybe ten minutes. I still don't have a good picture though. At least I can buy booze ( Read more... )

There is this lady at my work who wears the tightest pants ever. It's disgusting. I'm sorry, I don't care if you are skinny or fat, I do not want to see that much of your body through your pants. Seriously, buy some new fucking pants. Oh, and it might help if you didn't eat cheese balls and Dr. Pepper every day at lunch. Gross! There are so many ( Read more... )