This week has been, well, eventful to say the least ( Read more... )

So, i figured that ranging from 4-8 months in between updates kinda sucked.. so i will try to be better... i swear ( Read more... )

Life has a way of wanting to rearrange everything at once, and I don't understand. I am much more of a take things one at a time person ( Read more... )

It's been 8 months since i last updated ( Read more... )

So yeah, i realize im much happier if i just dont care what happens. I really dont anymore. I have always been so concerned about everything wanting everyone to be happy. Thank you .. you have driven me to give up finally. I have NEVER given up on a friendship before, and prided myself on that. I finally just dont even fucking care. If you ( Read more... )

I am so discontent with my life as of now. It is starting to get rediculous. I look forward to nothing anymore. Seriously... anytime i have tried to look for something good, bad things happen. Its when i just totally dont expect it that good things come... In most matters of my life i find myself feeling nothing more than content... which is ( Read more... )

I saw your sky fall down today ( Read more... )

The chaos looming inside my mind aids the depressing growing inside.

I just plain give up... seriously...

Wow, as crappy as it started out, i dont really even remember the bad stuff anymore. My birthday turned out so great ( Read more... )