the past month has been nothing but mind fucking.

i felt so inspried and awesome today, then i got out of school, and rode the bus forever and by now ive lost it all again. im fucking trying and i cn a t fuckginhg do thsid

today was a lot of bullshit from bcc again. fuck them and their shit. my mom's surprise party went well, and im glad for that at least.
but other than that i think i really need to give up on people. nothing i do will ever be worth consideration, and i should just let that go. do what ever for myself, but im looking forward to a whole lotta nothing

i just have to love how no fucking person could calm me down and make me feel better.

until april 6th, but im pretty down now.
im so fucking sick of it.

VOTING STARTED TODAY AND ENDS ON THE 30TH.
Please vote for my Serj Tankian t-shirt design. It should be on page 13 and it looks like this.-

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and people are still disgusting.

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went to the coffee shop friday. got some records. showed some people my projects, and i have to say it did boost my confidence where it prolly shouldnt have. but i want to do stuff to put up in there, and for crystal ( Read more... )

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