im sorry.

okay so i bet im worried about nothing. well not nothing, but something. i dont know what to think and im scared. i cant shake the feeling that no matter what im will always end up getting hurt ( Read more... )

i got up with the sunrise this morning, only to realize that i didnt want to face the day. and so i walked in the early morning gray in socked feet towards the cemetary on stark street. my socks quickly got cold and wet, shoes still on my floor where i had kicked them off last night, the tieing of laces too difficult to master when im still ( Read more... )

where are all the people i know? ive been looking and it turns out theyre kinda hard to find ( Read more... )

so im getting back into life ( Read more... )

oh thats right, me ( Read more... )

guess what everyone!

last night was friday and you want to know what i DIDNT do?
i didnt drink.
at all.
but i did sleep 16 hours.
im very well rested today to say the least

so lets see ( Read more... )

fredrick called me this morning to wish me a happy birthday. hes staying with my mom and dad since my sister went down to cuba for a wedding. but he informed me that he talked my mom into letting him have a cupcake for breakfast since its my birthday. and he wanted to know what i had for breakfast. i told him i had coffee and a smoke, and he asked ( Read more... )

tomorrow is my birthday ( Read more... )