i will leave a trail of words as the day falls apart, not for the future not for anything

i dont have a pen. i need an outlet. i'm sitting here listening to a mix of Far & modest mouse & it's unusually satisfying. my life is crazy right now, more than before, i make really good money now which is awsome but sometimes i think i was better off without money. i still cant drive but Ed is my new employee & he rocks. something is missing ( Read more... )

what are yall up to

I lost my car to the fuzz. My resources are very very limited since the officer put my wallet with my ID in the glovebox. I have managed to make $300 since I got out of jail, without my tools, without my ID, without my atm card, & without any way to get around. I think I'm doing damn well for my situation. but it's taking it's toll. I feel totally ( Read more... )

something fell through the center of me & havn't found the pieces, now when i go to sleep i crash cars & make friends with people who arn't there anymore. it leaves me with a terrible feeling in my stomach when i wake up

I went to DMV today & got all my paperwork & stickers in order. it feels grrrreat. I also brought along one of my brother's friends Justin. He was taking his written driving test & he passed! Which is awsome. Then I let him drive my car home from roseville. He was going like 35 mph the whole way since I don't have a speedometer. It was funny.

wish me luck please!  

someone tell me, whats a good city to move to? I was thinking oakland because I'm pretty trashy & I don't have HELLA money, i would probably fit right in.  Or maybe somewhere north. I don't know i just don't like it here anymore. I want to spend maybe $1500 a month on rent & live in a one bedroom house. Anybody know of such a place?

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whats up everybody?  

i havnt updated in all of eternity i just thought it would be a good thing to do. comment on this make me like i havnt wasted my time, even though time isnt a big issue to me i mean look at my life & try to time it.

shane red or romosocian