i wanna go away

[killanigga]

Yeah i didnt feel like going to school today, but i dont want to feel like i lost.I hung out with shannon and richard again for the first time in a while.(sigh)We smoked not something im ever proud of. Got high.Got to confessing.Richard hit me in the gut and told me to get over what has happened.Shannon told me i need to stop bitching that it was

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[anonymous]

i promise il make an lj bitch.I thought i told you not to worry about that cunt.Anyone that makes you feel that bad should be shot in the face.You should tell her what you told me and richard.Oh and sorry about today i thought you knew that me and richard were going out.<3 shannon

[killanigga]

you say that as if you and him going out was why i was like woah.I dont have a problem with that i have a problem when were all high as fuck and you gave him a handjob when i was like right there.You didnt even cover it up.Oh and im not worrying about it anymore..I know that i caused most, but shes like talking shit now and i am more pissed off then sad.Like i didnt say one bad thing aobut her and i have alot of shit that i could say , and if i said it she would probably cry.I just cant do that though i dont have the heart to make her cry because i will feel like shooting myself.She is a good person sometimes...like i dunno she can be cruel as fuck , i regret apologizing now though.