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[kiku_cha8_8]

I'm mentally and physically exhausted. sometimes i just wake up and i'm irreparably upset because try as i might, my day is still going to go terribly.

I'm tired of all the bullshit. i'm tired of people telling me that things are my fault (i know that already, okay. you don't need to remind me). i'm tired of people telling me that i just need to '

Comments

[melonfucka]

I understand how you feel somewhat, bb. I wish you could just do what you want and do what's good for you, but I know that that's easier said than done. Don't push yourself so hard, Nancy, and try to ignore the people who are only pushing you down instead of trying to help pull you up. Do the best you can and hopefully everything else falls into place for you.

[melonfucka]

OMG This sounds like a pamphlet for Spiritual Healing, I'm sorry lmfao

[kiku_cha8_8]

thank you kayla ♥ i just need some time to hopefully regroup. it's really hard to do when everyone that can help me are being assholes about everything. i just hate this everything sjfsdjflsjdf

[melonfucka]

Ofc ♥ Yeah that must be frustrating :c Just keep trying, yo. You'll be fine! fighting! ;;

[canttakeabreath]

wow. wow fuck these people and their ridiculous sense of entitlement and their inability to step away and examine why they're such miserable assholes.

just. just stay in your bubble. work for yourself. fuck everyone else i the entire fucking world and be happy for you and only you.

really rough fucking first draft and incomplete but

Key’s a bit different. Kyuhyun’s sure that had he been stuck living with the brat, Kyuhyun would never have had time to perfect his dancing or arpeggios, or anything other than expand the range of his hip’s flexion.

“What’d you think,” Key says when they’ve come backstage, when Key and shrugging out of his leather jackets and dabbing away the sweat on his neck, forehead, and chin. He asks again when Kyuhyun laughs and ignores him, when they’re in the car back to the hotel in the middle of Time’s Square, when they’re in the hotel room Kyuhyun has to himself.

“How do you even move like that,” Kyuhyun manages to say at some point in between frantically scrabbling for the lights, for Key’s shirt, for the

[canttakeabreath]

oh fuck you html

[kiku_cha8_8]

omg els. this is a late response but when i read your comment i was in tears. both fsdkjldsjfsomgporn and emo tears. ♥^∞!!

[hopeandmemory]

i don't like those tags. :( you're not stupid, and you don't deserve to have people blaming you for shit and discounting your feelings. it's not nice and doesn't serve any real purpose.

it really sucks to be stuck in one of those ruts of sadness, though. it's like, you want to feel better, but it's so hard and nothing is right and it feels like nothing you do will fix it. :/ ugh ugh ugh oh nancy i'm so sorry. :(

♥

[kiku_cha8_8]

*reaches for hugs* ;~~~;

[intendedsarcasm]

stop whining you're stupid
we can share this tag tbqh

[kiku_cha8_8]

no only i'm allowed. because.

[hitsujiga]

gurl, you should onyl listen to yourself and not others. ofc part of you wants to do good...but the other part of you needs a rest don't you think? give yourself some extended me-time~

[kiku_cha8_8]

ugh i don't have time for me-time jfdsfsdfs??? but thank you ;; ♥