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I'm mentally and physically exhausted. sometimes i just wake up and i'm irreparably upset because try as i might, my day is still going to go terribly.
I'm tired of all the bullshit. i'm tired of people telling me that things are my fault (i know that already, okay. you don't need to remind me). i'm tired of people telling me that i just need to 'buck up', that i just need to try harder and stop complaining over nothing. i'm tired of wanting to do well, but knowing that i won't, that i just can't. i'm tired of trying so hard but still failing. i'm tired of being unhappy. i'm tired of feeling helpless about it.
i don't like being like this.