I never ever update and there is a lot to update ( Read more... )

I feel like I've been here before.  Where everything I've been dreaming about is about to take shape... and I'm not at all excited.  I can't about anything besides if this is really what I want.  And the fear that once those dreams are acheived they won't be what I wanted or maybe they will be, but then I won't have anything else to live for ( Read more... )

So I posted awhile ago about the tank I wanted to set up.  Its been in planning since then and will still probably be another couple months before its complete, but this weekend I got a stand from my parents so finally some of the plans can start to go into action (building a tank without the stand is generally a bad idea).

Since the last fishy ( Read more... )

Seriously.... who thinks its a good idea to take your girlfriend to the bar to meet your best friend from work... (who half of the other employees think you're dating)... seriously... who ( Read more... )

So I think I'm finally starting to get out of a slump.  I'm back into the dreaming, scheming, and plotting.  I'm in the middle of at least 3 different projects.

The first and biggest is the basement.  I'm in the process of expanding out from my designated space.  There was a nice workbench/tool chest hidden behind the furnace and hot water ( Read more... )

I don't know how do describe exactly what it is that i'm feeling...  I feel like my life just isn't big enough.. that there is more I could do... need to do... in this life... ...BUT at the same exact moment I have this sense that the world is just too large and its impossible to accomplish even a miniscule amount of the endless possibilities that ( Read more... )

Kelly: How much do you pay for rent?

Weez: $585 but its a hundred less for the studio... y?

Kelly: I'm in the market for new housing... But I pretty much can't afford anything but the basement...

Weez: You don't want to stay and co-habitate with jen's brother?

K: Um... Yea... Not so much

W:  roommates?

K: I tossed around the idea... I think I'd rather ( Read more... )

I haven't updated since September. Thats crazy ridiculous... even for me. i would say that far too much has changed to update on everything since then, so I'll try to limit it to just a few things ( Read more... )

Everyone seems to be doing a end of summer/beginning of a new year post. So I figured I'd write one too ( Read more... )

I was going to do a real update. Then I read the last post I did. I feel like everything is kind of the same. A lot has really changed but at the same time I'm just as lost.

So maybe you'll get a real update later.

I'm going to Texas in September, driving there. I hope to come back with some good stories and a clearer mind. We'll see.