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I need to go on an adventure.
Maybe it is because school pressure is mounting that I want to run away.
I also think that I have been building a lifetime of good karma, and I am ready to cash in.
I deserve good things, and I'm anxious to go find them.

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Extreme physical exhaustion. Need more hours in the day. House cleaning, homework, school, work, and on and on and on. I've been meaning to get to the post office for three weeks. I can't wait until I have a real bed. I miss my friends at Terra Toys. I don't know when I'll have the time to hang out but I definitely want to. My friend Emily at ( Read more... )

I've decided that from now on if I am introducing a male friend to someone they have met for the first time I'm going to say: " This is my friend so and so. He is the one who taught me where babies come from. (look really sad and then say) "That was a hard year."

It is too hot. It is too hot. I feel a little light headed. I think I might cry. I can't do anything. I tried to go to a coffee house for awhile but the minute I was in the ac I started falling asleep on the couch. I thought they might not like that so I came home to try to take a nap. Yeah right, like I can sleep in this fucking heat. I'm ( Read more... )

"Love is a burnt match skating in a urinal"- Hart Crane

I'm feeling really thankful lately that I have such wonderful supporting people around me that listen to me and give good advice. I just talked to my brother tonight and I'm feeling really good now. I've had a lot of stuff bottled up and the advice of my older brother is always so enlightening and rational. I adore him. I'm so lucky to have such ( Read more... )

I really need to get more comfortable being alone. I hate to be alone even for a couple of hours. I'm a people addict. I've decided to get drunk by myself. It builds character.

My live journal isn't much of a journal. Not that I want it to be, in fact I'm too afraid to have a journal of any sort whatsoever, whether it be paper or on line. I'm feeling in need of a journal lately. Some things I only want to discuss with myself.