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yknow
no matter how you look at it. Sleeping alone sucks, but using someone as a place holder just seems to fit even less.
It always leaves me wondering yknow if maybe I saw my chance with someone and I didn't take it when I had it. however, its not hard to drown in a sea of what ifs. -
updates.
lets see how to start this. Ranked up to SrA so now im making just as much as I was with FLPP which is nice, now I can go back to treating my friends to stuff and to new tats. On another note my birthday went well as could be. nothing extravagant but ive noticed my life is slowly tilting that way anyways. not sure how I feel about that. When it ( Read more... ) -
bowling today.
today i pay 10 bucks to bowl. why? so I can get out of work of course. =) -
An update so Casca doesnt kill me.
Lets see where to start? Im single again. Although Nina was a good girlfriend she didnt give me the freedoms that are very important to me as a person. Mayhaps that makes me poor boyfriend material, who knows. she also seemed to have a hard time coping with my mischevious trickster tendencies. Last but not least was the emotional blackmail of her ( Read more... ) -
news and info
Meh chilling so far, going to work for AECP ( Air Force Enlisted Commissioning program) Gunning for Language officer. Ill just do some college classes of Russian to add to my language repotoire. who knows maybe ill actually hit that goal I had as a kid. 5 languages by 30 -
back to old times
and listening to nymphetamine (fix) again. -
update
parents getting a divorce. Dont know how I should really feel about that. I mean I love em both and this kinda being the second/third divorce my mom has gone through i kinda feel for both parties. Plus my youngest sister sam has to experience it. I mean technically its not something that has to affect me since i dont live at home, but on the same ( Read more... ) -
falling leaves
I asked a question, my heart on my sleeve ( Read more... ) -
Hear Ye Hear Ye
I need mostly two different outfits. One being a ninja outfit and the other an indo persian assassin outfit ( Read more... ) -
thoughts
Feeling like a soul left on the beach with eyes cast out at the ocean. Full of emotions like fear, hope, anxiety and regret. Bitter sweet with a tang of memories. Feeling like one should just shout it out. Ever been afraid of the sound of your own voice when knowing that it could carry so much feeling and meaning in it ( Read more... )