Letters To God (My love, My kiss, My Heart) pt2
Title : Letters To God (My love, My kiss, My Heart)
Pairing : OnKey (ofcourse) [JinKi’s POV]
Rating : pg
Genre : romance bit angsty
Summary : when all prayers are answered by a different path. in the end, all the requests granted. JinKi is his last patient.
A/N : okay, this is the result of me and my boredom. sorry. I thought, this is like a continuation of my previous story, this one Love Disease . it's just that previously it het.
Letters To God part1
"_ Hey! ___Let's get married! "
"Okay!---" Married - married - married __________ “OUKHOK! What?!!” What he'd just said?.
"Let's get married! Mr. Lee JinKi! "
How can he say it with a flat tone and flat expression like that?. Married? I mean, married?. God, you start making fun of me!.
He walked into his doctor's bag, pick up some sterile tissues, cleaning his lips and quietly began to clean me up. Put an ice plaster on my hands, put the cold cream on my plams.
"__ M-married? __ "And I still feel weird about what I had just heard.
"Yes! So I could move here and take care of you every time! I'm responsible for that! "He said, busy with drugs and his doctor equipment.
God, I began to dislike it.
"Why?" He turned when I asked this question. "Why responsible for take care of me? You're not even a nurse! __ "He turned to face me. "pft__ Because of the promise? 17 years ago? I guess you're not that stupid, believe that I truly believe you can heal me right? __ " His expression began to change . I’m sorry " __ or, you know that I will die soon! You’re smart enough to know that! __ " I was able to stare into those teary eyes. I'm sorry "__ So, you know if we get married and I die, you will officially get my family trasure! right?! __ Hmph I guess you aren’t this greedy doctor Kim-"
"Ya- __ Lee JinKi __" his voice trembled. I'm sorry. You know? It would be nice if all that I just said was true. It would be better.
"__ I thought that my family has to pay you enough, I do not think you feel are lacking -"
"JINKI! I ... " don’t say something unreal Kim Kibum!.
"Mr. Lee JinKi!__ I feel I love you! " he swallowed his saliva nervously.
Well Kibum, you're outrageous. That's terrible. You just say things are terrible. Love me?. Love someone who is definitely going to leave you?. Don’t fool me.
"You realy want to marry me huh?! Doctor Kim?! So want my family treasure? "
Don’t cry! Don’t be like that! Don’t show a sad face like that! Don’t look at me with that disappointed eyes!. That make me want to believe your words and against God!.
"__ Okay! You want how much? __ "
"_ What? Jin-JinKi __ " Stop! Do not call my name.
"How much my family treasure that you want? Let me call my lawyer, "
PRANNGG!
"Hey! Where are your manners doctor! You've just destroyed my cell phone! " Don’t be angry!. Do not look at me like that!.
"__just_ die! __ " He went.
Yeah, he's right. I'm going to die. Why didn’t he say it faster?.
I did ask for my kiss. You do give it, but you take my love instead?. You're so annoying! God.
Look! Now I am alone. My body's sore, my mouth hurt, my heart feels strangely annoying, and I feel like crying.
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Dear God,
Please return my heart.
I beg you! I'm wrong forgive me. I was too greedy to ask a lot of things at you. now, I just want my heart to be like before. empty hearts and surrender to you.
I beg you, do not play with my destiny any more. My destiny is to die soon right?. Well, make that way. as it should. Thank you.
JinKi
Messy, skinny, pale and breathing irregularly. He came looking me straight on my eyes and thrusting a piece of paper. It's been two weeks after he did not come to check me.
"Let's get married!" He said. doesn’t make sense.
"__ Tch! You're so stubborn! Really greedy! " Exactly what you want Kim Kibum!. What else did you do to change my destiny, god?.
"You Mr __ Lee JinKi, just need to sign this and then we got married!"
"You're so naive doctor!. You think you know who are you? so dare to force me? "
"I? I’m one of the best doctors in this country. The only child of the owner of this nation's best healthcare institutions. So I guess I was worthy of marrying the only son of Lee family! "You and your confidence. Do this against me.
"This is not about you doctor! You make me upset! " Do not push me.
"I do not care! The important thing is that I love you! And I, my heart, not used to be crazy for someone! So sign this! "
"What is this?"
"This! This agreement will ensure that your family heritage property will be safe! Although you marry me! __like You said, I'm smart enough to know your situation. So, I was __ we will get divorced right at the time when you will die! __ So__ when you're dead __ no any relationship binds me with you, your family or your property! "
Smoothly and he says it's smart. But, I have not had time to admire his cleverness. sadness, loneliness, darkness immediately fulfill my heart when I heard him explain the contents of the agreement in his hand. want to cry to hear that -
"... in the end__ you would leave me __to die alone __? "
He'll leave me when I'm dying?. It’s too cruel, Isn’t it Kim Kibum?.
Warm. He hugging my body, the warm. agreement paper was lying on the floor. He was crying. Why is he hugging me?.
"What should I do? Hey! Lee JinKi! __ " I felt hot tears on my shoulder. "I __ I __ you think this is fun? Toying with my heart? __ " Sounded rapid heartbeat in my chest. "_ Why do you ask my mom to make me a deal with you? __ Why do you refuse the best doctors and even forced me to deal with you again? __ why are you telling me our past? __ Why did you kiss me? __ why do you refuse to sign it? __ Why are you __" and His hug, his sobs began to make me breathless.
"I love you Lee __ JinKi __you hear? __ " God, this is ridiculous!. Then, what should I do?.
" __ I'll die __" yes, I will die and leave you Kibum. Don’t be like this.
"Everybody will die! Stupid! Therefore, let me be with you till you die! "
"__ I can’t protect you __" I’m sick. Just leave me.
"No one order you to protect me! You just need to keep my heart, let me with you, let me fall in love with you! "
"__what should I do? __ " I could not resist. My hands, my arms, I hugged his body. more closely. What about me?.
"You __ You just need to simply give your heart to me! -" He cupped my face. "And I was able to take care of the rest __ everything!"
Wet, feels a bit sad. A kiss that he gave this time, feel more deeply. Not sweet, it’s salty from tears. but warm and fragrant like warm honey tea in the rainy season.
Lord, thank you. You restore my love and my kisses.
Thank you too have given my heart. Place for my heart.
God, this is my last letter.
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It has been 3 weeks since I decided to make him as my last patient. My lover. My love. My life.
The clumsy fool who gives me this tiny white beach house. The fool who foolishly want to bury in the sand beach near the old swing.
The fool who left me.
The fool who wrote clumsy letters to god.
Dear God,
I already know, you're very kind. You give a great bonus!. You give a beautiful guard for my heart. He is beautiful. My beautiful Kibum.
Well, although since you gave him to me, I so want to live longer and avoid to come back on you. You know? It is very difficult to leave the beautiful Kibum. But, all right. You've been very kind to me, so I will obey you and come back at you. Besides, I've calmed down, because my heart had I Leave on him. I'm sure my heart will be beautiful with him.
But, may I ask one more?. I am a patient man, so, I can wait much longer for him in heaven. Do not let him return my heart too soon huh?i believe heaven is a boring place for him. Believe me, I'm a patient man.
JinKi
Hmph, he wrote letters like this to god?. The rolled papers hanging from the ceiling full of shells preserved, is it his letters?. Strange words for strange requests .... and You grant all that?.
Well, although this is stupid. I wanted to try it too. If You granted all JinKi’s stupid latters, you abiviously will grant this simple one letter of mine right?.
I chose the highest rope. In order for my letter depends highest among JinKi’s stupid letters. In order for God to easier reading it.
Dear God,
To the point. Don’t grant JinKi’s last letter!.
I'm not a patient man! I don’t care if he's a patient man or what!. Let me quickly to see him again. He is too careless. Believe me, you will not stand alone to take care of his clumsyness. Let me join him in heaven soon.before he distroys heaven with his clumsyness.
Love, Kibum
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