first let me say that I have been thinking on this beach trip for sometime but I could never bring myself to plan it out fully. I often feel that beach trips should be spontaneous. Due to my lack of planing no one went with me, which is just fine my me ( Read more... )

I was in a hotel room watching Eva with Sara. we were conversing. The show was weird the only way I could discern that it was Eva was the characters. The actual events in the show were strange school festival events with military flair. anyways, then Jordan shows up and he is all hyped about some party he was at yesterday. Their comes a knock at ( Read more... )

My mind slips into a Mage(the Ascension) mindset very easily. I see a concept that someone else created or reviled a new aspect about the concept, and I think how does that fit into a World of Darkness setting. I know to non-gamers it sounds geeky ( Read more... )

I always come back here when my mind truely fails at finding things to do. I feel that it is the nature of my Journal. But atleast I am more positive than I was earlier this evening. I don't understand my moods. I used to be able to point to cause and effect. but my feeling of the day are not finding the box that my mind can close them into ( Read more... )

It was just on my mind leaving my car. I love the character of Jane. She gives me Hope that when Computer get so intelligent they will appreciate us, and Love us. Card's depiction of A.I. like Heinlein's Makes me feel less afraid of the future of robotics. My dislike and Fear of A.I. stopped me in part from pursuing Programing as a Major. Only ( Read more... )

My heroes are not men of morality. My heroes are few. I can think of Two people that I would think of as my 'Heroes'. Gendo Ikari and Andrew Wiggin. I do not value Superheros, and I do not value compassion over effectiveness. Batman is the superhero that I can relate to in the slightest. But I think as his character must know that his work is ( Read more... )

For a while I have had issues of Running Call of duty 4 on my machine, so when I got Red alert 3 I was not surprised that it did not run at first. I installed Red alert 3, I watched the opening Videos with Tim Curry. they were fun. when it got to the menus they would bug out and I would have to wait for them to come back. They would unfreeze after ( Read more... )

Tonight I will present a program that manages fiction bank accounts and amortizes loans(the act of paying the same fee for the life of the loan but the percent of interest and principle paid changes based on certain rates). This would normally be a good and exciting thing but my back has be screwed up since Monday. I think that I pulled the Muscles ( Read more... )

While watching T.V. with my parents I feel that I should write in this journal of pits and pieces of my life ( Read more... )

I wish I could have just one topic for this entry but I could not decide on one. The topic I want to cover are ( Read more... )