love is paranoid

what have i become?
i dont even know.
i dont even know how i got this way.
i cant change me.
i'm looking back on the things ive done,
and im not sure how to feel.
pick me up and carry me home. 
im done here.

you are everything i want, because you're everything im not.

this song hold a looooot of fucking relevence right now.

makedamnsure - taking back sunday

You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want
'Cause you are ( Read more... )

everyday it gets a little bit easier...
everyday it gets a little bit better...
everyday i dont feel quite as bad...
but today, i feel fine. 
i just wish i knew what fine was.

hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”"

no
no
no
no
no
no
no!!!!!
i was doing so good! nothing got to me and i thought maybe, just maybe it was over! but then ahhh!!!! ( Read more... )

Keep the noise low.
She doesn't wanna blow it.
Shaking head to toe
while your left hand does "the show me around."
Quickens your heartbeat.
It beats me straight into the ground.

You don't recover from a night like this.
A victim, still lying in bed, completely motionless.
A hand moves in the dark to a zipper.
Hear a boy bracing tight against sheets
barely ( Read more... )

happy birthday KETT TURTON!

Have you ever felt some days
You might just fade away
You had it in your hands, and watched it slip through once again
Like a broken glass stone, you're not good for anything
You can try and cut me down
Not gonna play your stupid games

'Cause I'm the guy
Who's always wasted everything
You can try and stop me, stepping in the rain

'Cause I'm so
Hard ( Read more... )