Apr 15, 2006 21:55
"Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”"
no
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no
no
no
no!!!!!
i was doing so good! nothing got to me and i thought maybe, just maybe it was over! but then ahhh!!!! what the hell?! damn you lonely days and going to old places that bring back memories of you and make me think and hope and wonder! you worry me to death and i cant even help it! or maybe thats the alcohol talking. I DONT KNOW ANYMORE! damnit i want to tell you so bad. please dont be mad. ok, didnt mean to rhyme there. i can feel myself about to bust into tears and i dont even know why. i need you here to tell me that everything is going to be ok, even when we both know its not cuz i want something you can never give me. you. my biggest fear is never getting another chance.