That's right, I had another one. I don't know when I started being one of those people who has repetative anxiety dreams, but oh, I did.

This one was the type where I all of a sudden realize that I am in classes that I have not done any of the homework for, and I can't remember what work I was supposed to do or even what classes I have. Creepy

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It is amazing what a few things to do and some optimism can do for your life. I'm still not fully settled into the world of London, but at least for the moment, and the moments of the last few days, breathing and eating and sleeping are all possibilities. I'm back to being tempted to eat more than I should, rather than less - which is a much more ( Read more... )

I can't breathe.

I feel like there's a gigantic canon ball sitting in the middle of my stomach filling up my stomach and lungs so there's not enough space for anything else.

My laptop functions as a laptop again! I had almost forgotten what it was like to be able to unplug my computer and walk to the living room. It's heavenly.

While going for a walk/jog is a healthy and productive way to deal with accidentally eating more for dinner than you meant to, I have learned these things ( Read more... )

Wow, I suck at updating this. I used to be good at it ( Read more... )

Why is it it freezing cold outside with gusting winds? And why is my stomach making angry noises at me? And why am I hungry even though I already ate 820 calories? And who cares about the nonbiological effects of somatic mental health treatments? And why oh why am I so tired?

It's finally starting to really hit home that I'm graduating in three months. Three months from now I will wave goodbye to Ithaca, hopefully not forever. For a long time, Ithaca and Cornell were a representation of how unhappy I was freshman year. I have cried everytime I have come back here, and I have almost never cried leaving here. But I ( Read more... )

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