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I got to go to a wake for my birthday, wow what a strange trip that was, when I got close to Frank in that casket my throat just closed and I couldnt breathe, it was a horrible feeling. Jess came, and im happy she did, I dont think i would have been able to get close to his body with out her next to me, death really creeps me out, he looked nothing ( Read more... )

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Well Frank in my mind was never the greatest person, he may have stole some of my cds and clothes, and I think he may still owe me 15 bucks from when we went shoveling that one time, but my memories from when he was young stick better with me than anything later. He had his moments where he was fucking funny as hell, and no matter what I could ( Read more... )

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A former friend of mine from back in 8th grade passed away today, I dont want to say who he is, for fear of him being disrespected, rest in peace man. . . .

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I feel really sick, not physically, but mentally, I need someone to talk to, but just talking online with someone just doesnt cut it. I cant talk to anyone In my family, I need people I can trust and wouldnt use what I say against me.

For those of you who didnt listen to my phone post's from the other day (probably 99% of you) I had a nervous breakdown in school because I couldn't under any circumstances fund supplies for my next class. I couldnt do anything, until I talked to my teacher, he told me that if I went to the office and asked for emergency assistance they would ( Read more... )