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Oh these little rejections how they add up quickly ( Read more... )

i played kickball today. across the street from the brickwall i remember staring at so i wouldn't have to look you in the eyes the first time we spoke ( Read more... )

i do not remember what was so great about it,
or what was bad for that matter,
i just remember i used to be happy.

i think
i deserve
to miss you
so much

Start out the mornign with random guy ringing my doorbell and asking if i was planning on selling my 94 Beretta...for those who don't know what my car is here is a picture from some random website - http://www.beretta.net/model_info/images/94rd4.jpg. sexy no? okay, no ( Read more... )

if i told you that i still love you, would it matter?

if i told you that i miss you, would you care?

if i told you that i am miserable, would it make any difference at all?

i think i should call you, if i feel like a good cry.

it felt liberating to show jordan the sketch i had made. sword digging through my elogated body and ripping through the anonymous boy--


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i dont want to be a vegetarian anymore. i dont really want to eat meat either, but i'm sick of the label, sick of...so what do you eat, and maybe every now and then i want a tuna melt or turkey noodle soup. basically i'm gonna eat whatever i want/like; and since i dont like most meat this will work out fine. so dont make fun of me and say "wow, ( Read more... )