Hello world... it's me... your favorite fag... I missed you so much!!! I love you all and I'll never leave you like that again!!! So yeah... I'm single... go figure but I quit being a slut (THX MICHAELA AND ANTHONY!)!!! so yeah I'll update later... buh bye...

MY LIVEJOURNAL IS NOW OVER CUZ MY MOM HAD TO GO GET IN IT AND READ EVERY ENTRY! I'M SORRY I LOVE YOU ALL TTYL

hey everyone... sorry I haven't been posting that much... Been really busy and have been puking every 15... Yeah well today my step-sister went in to the hospital to have her stomach stapled... it's all good... Well that whole thing with John is okay now... we decided to be friends and just... 'put it all behind us'! :-D cool with me I guess ( Read more... )

"I couldn't see myself dating you. but you are an awesome guy, and i do want to be your friend." These are the worst 20 words of my day! guess why tho... "i'm just not into dating emo-type people" Wow that burns! That actually really hurt! I mean it's not like it's the first time I've had a one night thing but I REALLY wanted him! LIKE REALLY! ( Read more... )

Well I just got off the phone with John and his mom wont let him go out and his parents dont let him go out durring the week... hopefully it's not all just some excuse to not see me. Why do I keep on doubting myself?! Oh well... We're off school friday so we should do something then... Well I'm gonig to go try and find something to do so I'll ( Read more... )

Well he called me so I was reassured! Yayness! So he told me that he'd call me back... well he hasn't yet so I called him and there was no answer... but hopefully he'll call back. If he doesn't that's okay but HE BETTER CALL BY TOMORROW NIGHT! lol I've gotten really demanding lately! So yeah! That's all that's up as of right now! OMG Lint is so so ( Read more... )

I just had the most beautiful conversation with Lint and he knows what I'm talking about. I feel you hun! It's so true too... Well I called John and he's not home. That kinda worries me but at the same time I feel like he's too good for me. I know I shouldn't doubt myself like that but I mean... I really feel weird about it. I dunno maybe I'm just ( Read more... )

Hey y'all! I just woke up... literally. I'm excited about today even though I dont even know if I'm going. Just the fact that we MIGHT be doing something is awesome! My mom came home for a little bit but she's leaving again soon. She got me a new cell phone! It's a nextel so... yeah! I have a cell phone again! YAY! I want John SOOOO bad! oh well ( Read more... )

I just got home and I had fun! Tonight I went to see Uptown Girls with Chelsey and Anisa! It was fun fun fun... I am REALLY hyper but I dont know why! I want to goto bed so if I get to see John tomorrow it'll seem a lot sooner! I just want to see him... A LOT! Hopefully he did good at his competition tonight! Well night... lvoe yall... give ya an ( Read more... )

Well let's see... I was gonna goto a party but I cant cuz of my mom, So I'm a little upset but as long as i can kiss john tomorrow... everything is okay. I think I need some sleep or a shower cuz I'm very bleh right now. I think I'm going to go get a shower and take a nap... bbl!