Well after i went and typed out a really long update and it got rid of it i hate it when it does that...but anyway it was about that how i got me an image and it kinda fits my personality maybe or atleast how i think then i went into a long explanation how the way i think is gonna ruin the way i am at one point and totally change me and people ( Read more... )

I hate some of this crap that happens and dont understand how i keep sane.... i couldnt stay at the hospital last night because i wouldve gone insane, if i hadnt left i may have hurt my hand on the lamp posts there....after i was releasing this bit of anger and misunderstanding out...and well if you dont know what happened ask me and ill let ya ( Read more... )

Well here i am sitting here thinking way too much and not liking it...i wish i was thinking about something happy but its just ever so sad to just sit here and think about what i couldve been doing today and yesterday instead of what i was doing i couldve been trying to be happy...i wish i woudlve done what made me happy instead....then i may not ( Read more... )

Well i had a pretty good day...work was pretty good..though a little bit and concentrated on getting stuff done at other times but hmm gonna be tanning on my shoudlers that i am. ive been happy today im not 100% sure why but i think it had to deal with the people ive been talking to and thinking of and that i didnt think of anything bad or worry ( Read more... )

Well first nine weeks of school is out thats really nice for me. Im not sure what im going to do yet...but ill figure something out, i like school because it makes my life less complicated because i dont have to think what to do during the day but it gets so repetitive almost annoying but i enjoy going even just to see a smile that makes me feel ( Read more... )

In the end it all seems to clear up but the end is not near for many of us but when it does come i wish i will understand all of what i want to now...peace is what is needed in this world but what is given isnt hate its a soon to be remorse....pity how a soul without remorse is not a full one at that..oh well this is a crappy entry just a few ( Read more... )

What is it when you cant admit that you love someone is it that you dont actually love them or your just shy about it...oh well my day has been alright laurence came over and well he tried ddr and he sucks but hes getting better as everyone does...my legs are sore i think im gonna take a break from it for a bit...but anyway there are some things in ( Read more... )

Well first entry being today...wow dont know how far this may go but pity. Do people live lies to hurt others or to protect themselves from thoughts that may stray from their own truth their own insecurities or faults and if ya think ya dont have any faults your wrong everyone whose anyone have faults some not known to all but all known to yourself ( Read more... )