Loneliness....exists in many ways

[kenshai]

Well here i am sitting here thinking way too much and not liking it...i wish i was thinking about something happy but its just ever so sad to just sit here and think about what i couldve been doing today and yesterday instead of what i was doing i couldve been trying to be happy...i wish i woudlve done what made me happy instead....then i may not be like this right now...at most im happy when talking to a few people and seeing just a small group of people makes me happy a single smile though....Some people are so hard to reach but they are worth the wait and work to get to them....I need to do something to get my mind off this existance...im out for now not good update this time but nothing serious has happened.

The existence of life is a repulsive thing but within the life of these beings good things can happen

Ryan
Aishiteru